The sun had barely begun to peek through the cracks in the cabin's curtains, casting long, soft shadows across the floor. I stirred awake, groggy and disoriented, a dull ache settling in my chest as the events of yesterday came flooding back.
Azerin.
I shot up from the bed, my heart thudding in my chest. I could still feel the sharp sting of his words—the cruel dismissal, the indifference he had tried so desperately to show. But beneath it, I had felt the heat of his anger, the raw pain that lurked just beneath the surface.
He didn't even look at me when he left. Just turned and walked away, leaving me standing there, feeling like everything we had built over the years was nothing but a lie. I had wanted to chase him down, to demand answers, but something deep inside me had stopped me.
Instead, I had stayed. Stayed in the cabin, alone, staring out into the forest, into the place where my memories with him had once been so simple, so full of laughter.
I ran my hands through my hair, still tangled from sleep, and sighed heavily. The night's dreams had been fitful, plagued with images of him—his face twisted in pain, his eyes cold and distant. It was like my mind had been trying to process everything that had happened. Trying to make sense of it.
But I couldn't.
I dragged myself out of bed, throwing on an old sweater I had found in one of the drawers. I hadn't unpacked much yet, hadn't really made myself at home. Part of me had expected to leave soon, but now, after the confrontation with Azerin, I wasn't so sure.
I moved to the window, looking out over the familiar expanse of trees and the lake shimmering in the early morning light. The peacefulness of the view only served to heighten the turbulence inside me. It felt like the world was still, as if everything was holding its breath, waiting for something to happen. But what?
I wanted to scream, to tear apart everything in sight, but instead, I pressed my forehead against the cool glass, closing my eyes and letting the silence settle around me.
Why, Azerin?
I didn't understand. He had been so... cold. So distant. We were everything to each other. And yet, when I had needed him most, when I had reached out, he had pushed me away. Why? I turned away from the window, pacing around the small cabin in frustration. The emptiness of the space matched the hollow feeling in my chest. Everything in me screamed that something wasn't right. There had to be more to this. More than the words he had given me, more than the cruelty he had shown.
I knew Azerin. I knew his heart—his kindness, his warmth, the depth of his love. Or at least, I had thought I knew him. And now, it was as if he had become a stranger.
But deep down, I couldn't shake the feeling that there was something he was hiding from me. Something dangerous, something he couldn't—or wouldn't—share.
My hands trembled as I pulled out the box my aunt had left behind. The one filled with her old books and trinkets, some of which were strange, even by my standards. As I rifled through the contents, a strange sense of unease washed over me. There were old journals, some full of faded writing, others almost entirely blank. A few items I didn't recognize. Trinkets that felt... foreign.It wasn't until my hand brushed across a small, worn leather-bound journal that I froze. It was smaller than the rest, weathered by age, and its pages were filled with the faintest markings, almost like notes in the margins of something larger. I hesitated, my heart skipping a beat.
What is this?
I opened the journal cautiously, my eyes scanning over the odd words written in a neat, flowing hand. Names, places, symbols I didn't understand. But it was the words on the last page that stopped me cold.
"The Wolf is always watching. The curse, unbroken, will call to him. Only the purest love can bind it. But that love may destroy all."
I stumbled back, the journal slipping from my fingers and hitting the floor with a dull thud. I stared at the page, unable to process what I had just read. The wolf? The curse? What was this? A rush of heat swept through my body, the confusion from last night merging with a sudden, terrifying clarity. Azerin had said something before he left—something about changing. About not being the person he used to be.
"What are you hiding from me, Azrein?"
My breath caught in my throat as I tried to make sense of the words before me. They felt too important, too connected to everything that had happened. To everything that was still happening.
I reached for the journal again, clutching it tightly as my heart began to race. I needed to understand. I needed to know what was going on with Azerin, with this curse, with the wolf.