I spend my days in my bedroom, study or the gym so that I don't cross paths with Alexa. I can't bring myself to leave the condo even though I know she's not ready to see me. I can't leave until she's okay, but she's also not ready to let me help her.
Dante was able to speak to her after she spent a couple of days with Tatiana. I know all the messed up things Valentina said and did and I know what she revealed about me. I can't imagine what Alexa is thinking but I'm sure it isn't good. I don't want her filling in the details on her own, I'd rather her know the truth.
She knows me in a way no one ever has before and now that the doors have been open to the darker side of my life, I want to be able to explain it to her. A very big part of me wants her to not only understand this side of m
