I don't know what to do with myself now that Cass has left the library. The fight that was running through me so strongly, floods out in seconds after he leaves. Instead, I now feel tense. It hits me that I basically just agreed to sleep with Constantine to prove a point. How stupid could I be? I don't normally make rash decisions from an emotional place.
I pace back and forth a few times, but it's only ratcheting up the tense atmosphere. Cass wouldn't actually hand me over to his brother for the night, right?
I force myself to sit for a moment and pull myself together. I need to solve this problem and I can't do it while my thoughts are running in a million different directions. I take a few deep breaths as if I know anything about meditating. At least the breathing helps calm me down.
