Journey to your heart

"I am fed up with this body, time, place and everything around me." He said.I could see his anger and pain within him. Nothing sort ever happened to him.No one ever insulted him or said anything bad. He was the one who wanted more. "Let me come with you also." I pleaded with tears .He turned around. It was normal. He never looked at me not an inch.I was the one who dreamed him as my future prince. And he was completely unknown about this . "Why?" He asked eagerly.I wiped my tears roughly. "Because I love you" I murmured.He could not hear it instead he stepped forward and I did it too. He knew that I was following him . Instead I was stepping each steps that he was stepping. He could not resist this act and turned to me. Tall, handsome and his robustic body was already too much. Along with the jeans and the black jacket had already made me giggle. "Why are you following me? " He said gently now."You know I do not know what I am doing, what I will eat or where I will sleep after the sun's down and I can't take your responsibility." I looked at him silently .This was the first time I was acting calmly with him. "Why are you doing this?" I asked gently. Instantly he grabbed my arms hard which startled me . My heart raced fast. I had never been that close to him. He looked at my eyes passionately.I could not meet his eyes as he was too handsome for that.He tried to say something but as I lowered my eyes he left my arms and moved forward without a word. "I am following my heart." He said as he had moved little forward from me. Weren't we the same? I was also following my dear heart..... Literally I did not know what he was thinking. I just knew that he was leaving his house and I could not leave him. He had already become my half part that I couldn't neglect. I thought I could stop him going away but seriously I was nothing to him .This did hurt a bit but I cannot expect any further. Since I could not stop him , I will move with him until and unless he falls for me. I know this is gonna take so much time. But I am sure he will fall for me someday. This is for sure..... The sun was too high and we were walking on highway. I wondered why he did not take any bus while there were so many passing by until a bus waited and a man asked "Where are you going mister? Come on take the bus..Why would you let let your girlfriend walk in this scorching sun?" Sudhamsu frowned hearing this statement but I giggled lowering my head so that I could hide my face. If only that statement had been true....It really pleased me until I heard Sudhamsu's answer. " I am planning to roam whole Nepal on foot." He said with a smile. That stabbed my smile.The bus left only to keep me freezed. He was joking ,was not he? On foot ? He said? While he was walking like nothing had happened I raced forward and stepped in front of him. He was expecting that ,I guess, so he waited for my question. "Wha ...wha..what?" I stammered. I still had problem speaking with him. His eyes would make me so weak that I always had to lower my eyes before his. May be this was the reason I could never confess my feelings. Still I gathered my courage out of nowhere and asked if I heard it right. "You heard it right." he stated and moved without an expression. Was he always that cold? Or was he loosing his mind? I had been walking whole day or I guess we. For some reason this girl was not leaving my sight. She had been following me whole day. Well I did not want to stop her too because she would do that herself when she gives up. My father must have ordered her to look after me or must have ordered to bring me back. But why would she listen to my father? After all we were just neighbours and I barely knew her . We never spoke much and if I recall I can't even remember her name . I turned around just to ask why she had been following me all the time then I saw which frightened me the most.My eyes hardened with shock...and...