My Sister's Boyfriend

Night Bluu Hi! My name is Night Carmela Bluu, I'm 15 and I'm personally short for my age, I'm a freshman in high school who has never had a boyfriend. Of course I still hold my Vcard, my first kiss still belongs to me and basically I have never done anything romantic since I was born. Okay, you see the truth is, I have liked someone for five years now and I can honestly say that I might love him. But that person barely knows I exist, he only knows me as little Night, his girlfriends SISTER. Yeah, you read right, I'm in love with my sister's boyfriend and I hate myself for it, because no matter how many times I tried to forget my feelings, I always failed. His name? Leonardo Calidor, Leo for short. My sister, Emma, and Leo have been dating for five years now, they have known each other for ten years and are completely in love. My Sister has blonde hair, blue eyes, she is tall, has a nice body, and most importantly she is nineteen like Leo. I could never compete against her..... -- I set on the couch with the rest of the family waiting for Leo to arrive and celebrate their five year anniversary. Unlike my sister, I'm not afraid to speak my mind and be myself. When she started dating Leo she lost her 'cool girl image', she started wearing really short skirts and high heels, loads of make up, all the things we had made fun of as kids. Emma jolts up when the doorbell rings, she pats down her clothes and puts on an extra layer of lip gloss before running towards the door. Her blonde locks bounce near her shoulders -she even curled her hair and everything- Emma slowly opens the door, Leo gives her a warm smile with his deep blue eyes. Emma throws herself at him, they both share a long sweet kiss that makes me turn around giving them my back and trying to hide my blush. After a few minutes Emma seems to stop to catch her breathe, I turn around and take in every detail there is about Leo. Silky black hair, deep ocean blue eyes, taller than both me and Emma -with heels- beautiful white skin, gentle lips, and long eyelashes. Leo walks in as Emma beckons him inside, he turns to me and ruffles my hair before linking arms with Emma and being dragged away by her into Emma's room. Wait minute. What was that? Did that really just happen? For a brief moment there -just a brief moment- did our eyes meet over his shoulder? Impossible. There is no way someone like him would give me a second glance. I walk into the kitchen mainly because it's the only room far enough from Emma's room where her and Leo are probably already making out like always. No I'm not a stalker, and I don't eavesdrop on them I just accidentally walked in them a few weeks ago while they were in a deep make out session -they were way to busy to notice so I just turned around and closed the door. I mean, who would want to see the guy they like making out with another girl. Not me I can tell you that. I look around the kitchen, by this time dad would be making dinner while I cleaned the house but all that changed a two years ago when dad got recruited into the military and left. That day Emma became my legal guardian, my mom, well there isn't much to say about her because I hardly knew her since my dad adopted me without my mom's permission she grew to hate me. I snap my phone open and start reading some old stories I wrote when I was young, after about thirty minutes I decide to grab something to eat so I won't interrupt the two love birds at their dinner. As I grab a glass of milk and bread I hear something break in Emma's room -they must have broken a vase- a second later Emma appears around the corner. "What are you doing?" she asks. Suddenly Leo appears next to her with his arm around her waist, even this smallest gesture makes my heart break all over again. I turn to look at the fridge in front of me. "Just eating dinner." I whisper. "Oh come on Night, you can eat with us you won't bother us." Leo says. But you'll bother me. "I'm really okay, I'm not really hungry anyway." I whisper again. Leo stops leaning on the wall, gets his arm out of Emma's waist earning a small whine from her, walks up to me, grabs my glass of milk and chugs it done in less then five seconds before shoving my bread into his mouth. He chews the bread fast than goes back to leaning on the wall, Emma giggles and gives him a small peck on the lips. My heart breaks. Again. "Okay than, I'll serve three plates. Wait her." Emma says. After a few minutes we all sit at the table, I honestly wish I was under the table because Emma is now sitting on Leo's lap and Leo is feeding her with his fingers, Emma licks his fingers on purpose. Emma leans down and links lips with Leo, once they part Emma licks his nose and Leo kisses her head. Why did he do that when he could have kissed her neck? "Leo, you should stay over night!" Emma beams. That's my limit, I bolt up in my seat slamming the fork on the table. "Okay I'm out." I call. I start walking away but the weirdest thing happens, when Emma kisses Leo, Leo's eyes weren't on Emma. They were on me.