It has been 4 years since the last, so it is understandable why I am shaking. Ganon pa man, hindi ko maiwasang mahiya.
I was the type to be confident in everything. For the most part, I still am. But with Andy, I feel like a kid that is just learning how to walk.
I looked up from the floor to Andy, who just came out of the shower. His eyes have the look that is so famiiar to me, he always had it when looking directly to mine. Nakasuot siya ng robe habang pinupunasan ang buhok na basang-basa, he is now walking towards the bed where I have been sitting.
When the scent of my shampoo in his hair reached my nose, mas lalo lang akong kinabahan. Bahagya kong tinapik ang dibdib ko gamit ang sariling kamao noong tuluyang huminto si Andy sa harapan ko. I can't show him how nervous I am, ayaw kong maramdaman niyang siya lang ang may gustong mangyari ito.
Halos mapa-talon ako sa gulat ng walang babala siyang naupo sa mga hita ko. Automatic kong iniyakap ang braso ko sa bewang niya para hindi siya malaglag. Since I am wearing only my boxers, so much of our skin became in contact with each other. Halos pagpawisan ako dahil sa sobrang init.
"Hey," Bati niya habang may matamis na ngiti sa kanyang labi. Patuloy ang pag-punas sa buhok niya.
"H-Hey..." Mahina kong sagot habang nakatitig sa dibdib niyang sumisilip sa robe sa bawat paggalaw ng kamay niya. Umiwas din naman ako agad ng titig doon dahil baka hindi ko macontrol ang sarili ko.
"L-Let me do it for you." Kinuha ko ang twalya mula sa kanya at ako na ang nag-tuyo ng buhok niya. "Want me to get the hairdryer?"
"No." Nabitawan ko ang twalya nang bigla niyang iniba ang pagkakaupo. Humarap siya sa akin, his legs on either side of mine. Sa pagkabigla ay agad akong tumingala para iiwas ang mata ko sa robe niyang bumukas dahil sa pagkaka-upo niya.
Sobrang hirap mag-pigil kahit wala pa siyang ginagawa, paano pa kaya ngayong he's the one who's initiating?
"C-Come on, Andy." I pleaded guiltily.
"What?" Iniyakap niya ang dalawang braso sa balikat ko, at ginamit ang isang kamay para iharap ang mukha ko sa kanya. I sighed, defeated.
"I..." Sinubukan kong magpa-lusot pero wala akong mahanap na tamang salita. Kaya hinigpitan ko nalang ang yakap sa bewang niya at huminga ng malalim.
"You're so hot." I admitted.
"I know." He smiled confidently and gave me a quick peck on the lips. Napadiin ang kapit ko sa bewang dahil sa ginawa niya.
"R-Really?" I felt a bead of sweat drop from the side of my face.
"Yeah," Kumilos siya ng kaunti habang naka-upo sa akin. I felt a tingle went up my spine when I felt his soft bottom against my hard-on.
"Your little guy makes it sure that I am aware." Tinaas-baba niya ang kilay, nanunukso.
"f**k, Andy." Hindi na ako nakapag-pigil at hinila siya para halikan.
Mabilis akong nalunod sa kanya. His scent, his weight, the feel of his skin-it's like all of it are made for me.
Hinila ko ng kaunti ang buhok niya para ianggulo ang ulo niya for my better access. Umungol naman siya at hinigpitan ang kapit sa mga balikat ko.
He is such a temptress. And he is making it more and more difficult for me to stop.
I forced my tongue in his mouth, tasting every corner. I feel him trying to match my intensity, but I can't stop myself from dominating his mouth. I craved his taste. For years, I dreamed of experiencing this and now, he gave me the opportunity to have it.
And I will be taking advantage of it.
Ako naman ang napa-ungol nang mag-simulang gumapang ang mga kamay niya, nililibot ang balikat at braso ko, hanggang sa mag-stay ito sa dibdib ko. As if he wants to feel the pounding in my chest. Pero maya-maya pa ay itinulak niya ako ng bahagya.
"What..." I know my face is red and my eyes are bloodshot. Wala na akong maisip pang iba kung hindi halikan siya ulit.
"N-Nahirapan akong huminga." Nakangiti niyang sabi. "You missed me, huh."
"So much." I pulled him and kissed his lips that are redder and plumper now than when we started. I didn't even realize that I was sucking at it so harshly.
Pinadaanan ko ng hinlalaki ko ang mga labi niya. "Sorry."
"It's okay," Umiwas siya ng tingin, bakas ang pamumula sa pisngi at leeg niya. "I liked it."
Kinagat ko ang labi ko para pigilan ang pang-gigigil.
It is so crazy how this innocent man knows just what to say to get me riled up. I know he has been tempting me on purpose, but I know what he just said was just him being honest. He is so provocative, but he is also still my innocent and shy lover. Hindi niya alam na hindi na niya ako kailangang akitin because everything he does and say is already so tempting to me.
Inalis ko ang pagkakatali ng robe niya at hinayaang dumausdos ito pababa sa mga balikad niya. Mas lalo siyang namula pero diretso na ulit ang titig niya sa akin, tila ba naghahamon. Sinubukan kong pigilan na mapa-nganga nang tuluyang nalaglag ang robe sa sahig, but I couldn't.
I can't help but worship the gift that was unwrapped right infront of me.
"You became even more beautiful, baby." I commented breathlessly.
"Really?" His naked body is shaking, but I know that it is not from the cold air.
"Yeah." I whispered, my hands immediately grazed his neck, down to his chest and stomach, making him feel my anticipation. Diretso naman ang tingin ko sa mga mata niyang nakatitig din sa akin.
He gasped when I my hand went up to his chest again, purposely avoiding his erogenous zones. Madiin ang kagat niya sa sariling labi, bakas sa mata niya ang inis at pagka-sabik. Nginisian ko siya.
"Someone's impatient." Pang-aasar ko.
"Just f*****g do it, Jude." Iritable niyang sagot, pilit inilalapit ang katawan sa mga kamay ko.
"Make me." Tuloy kong pang-aasar sa kanya.
Na halos pagsisihan ko din ng bigla siyang umalis mula sa pagkakaupo sa akin. Lumuhod siya sa sahig at mabilis na pinag-hiwalay ang mga hita ko. Nang tinakpan ko ang pagitan ng hita ko ay mabilis niyang hinampas ang kamay ko.
"A-Andy!" I called his name in shock as he pulled out my hardness out of my boxers. The hand he slapped still stings, but the contact to his warm hand almost made me forget.
I almost finished in an instant.
"I waited for 4 years!" Hinigpitan niya ang hawak sa akin kaya napangiwi ako. "You can tease my body all you want next time, but now, just give this to me!"
Bakas ang panggigil sa mukha niya habang tinititigan ako doon. Wala akong nagawa kundi mapa-mura sa isipan ko. He used to be so shy to even look at mine, pero ngayon ay hindi siya halos kumukurap habang mahigpit ang hawak sa akin, para ba itong sinasakal.
But I f*****g like it. And if he doesn't stop, I am going to come.
"O-Okay, baby. Just come back up here, huh?" Sinubukan ko siyang pakalmahin, because I can't finish too soon. Hindi ako pwedeng mapahiya sa kanya and also, to me, Andy comes first all the time.
Pero hindi niya ako pinansin. Napatingala nalang ako at humigpit ang kapit sa bedsheet ng mas lalong dumiin ang pagkakahawak niya sa akin, at sinimulang itaas-baba ang kamay niya dito.
The pleasure became so intense so quickly. Ibang-iba ang pakiramdam ngayong si Andy na mismo ang humahawak sa akin, kumpara sa apat na taon na sariling mga kamay ko lang ang gamit ko habang iniimagine siya.
It felt surreal, pero alam kong totoo dahil nang yumuko ako ay nagkatitigan kami ni Andy. He is looking straight into my eyes as he used both his hands to jack me off. Looking in his eyes made me certain that this time, I am not m**********g on the memory of him. He is doing it to me himself, and I just want to come and shower his beautiful face with my jizz.
"Faster, baby.." Pang-hihimok ko, na agad naman niyang sinunod. "I am so close.."
"Tell me when you're close Jude, I want to swallow it." Halos nag-mamakaawa ang boses niya.
It was such a tempting offer, and I have no choice but to give him what he wants. I can c*m all over his face and body anytime, anyway. So I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him closer to my throbbing d**k. I can feel that I am so close.
"Isubo mo, malapit na." Madiin kong utos na agad naman niyang sinunod. I hissed when I felt the familiar warmth of his mouth.
His technique is still not polished, just like I remembered. He is still a bit clumsy, and I can still feel his teeth sometimes. But nothing he will do can turn me off, as a matter of fact, it just made me more excited. The thought of him struggling, but still wanting to suck me up and milk me dry turns me on so much.
Lalo ko siyang hinila papalapit, nag-simulang lumuha ang mga mata niya, alam kong nahihirapan na siyang huminga, pero nananatili itong nakatitig sa akin. As if he wants to see every reaction I make.
I bit my lip and grabbed his hair a little harsher, plunging myself deeper in his throat.
I let out a low moan as I felt my toes curl up.
"f**k, baby, take it all."
And for the first time in 4 years, I once again came inside my lover's mouth.