Amara POV
Once we got to the gas station everything kind of became a blur to me. I remember walking into the bathroom and just staring at myself in the mirror for a good minute. I knew I did not need to go to the bathroom, but I did need to try to pull myself back together. In about 10 minutes I would be crossing the bridge to Parker… The last place I saw my world put together. When things made sense. Not messed up and mixed up like they are now.
I am okay. Everything is fine. A lie I have been telling myself but looking at myself in the mirror I almost believe it this time. I remember walking out to Jamie zoning out. He looked happy but concerned. I felt he was focused on me. I could sense the fact he had been watching me walk inside. He did his best to pull himse
