The Girl in the Cafe

Today i saw a girl but she doesn't noticed me she was involved in her book reading and writing something on paper I think she is. a student and making Thesis on book i wonder what book she is reading who is she and why she is doing all this Should I go talk to her? i want to, but i am not sure she has 4 cup of black coffee on her table that means she is here long but why have i noticed her now is something is wrong with me am i missing my charm i am going to her i will talk to her i stand from my table and walk towards her the waiter was coming in my path he has someone's order there was big lady purse sitting floor didn't pay attention to bag. i had my focus only on her, then i feel something in my leg a rope like but it was to late i was in the air falling downand my hand were straight so it skap on the tray wich waiter was holding and it totally loss his balance as i fall i landed near her feet then the tray fall on my back it has hot coffee in it and some burgers the coffee was on my back burning it and the burger was on my clothes. i wanted to shout a louder but i control my voice and ask waiter you alright he says yeah i sit on floor waiting pain to go. i stand up and ask waiter that can he bring first aid box he goes inside and i take out my shirt and drop it on her table. She looks me with side eyes but i pretend like i didn't do anything i pull my shoulders back and forth just a couple of times . waiter bring first aid box i take out antiseptic solution and pour it on my back it stings i release a big sigh waiter says you should visit or consult a doctor it looks like you got burns. i said i am ok i pick up my shirt look at it the shirt was not wearable. waiter apologies to me i am sorry sir, i said it was not your fault i was not paying attention and move my head slightly to her. but she was involved in her book again. i ask the waiter where I can find a new shirt to wear? he says around a corner there is a*****e where you can find shirt there. i put my ruined shirt on and walked out of there to the corner. i search for a shirt and Pick and pay for it and get out of store i run to coffee ship and enter inside. but she was gone, i get disappointed and sit down on a chair a hand on my forehead to take my hair back which are coming in front of my eyes. i asked the waiter where is she?? waiter said who?? the one wo was sitting here waiter said she paid the bill and walk out of here i get up and get out of cafe and see both of the side but can't see her. i go to find her on the other way because i was in a way when i was coming here from the store. I can't find her i get inside other shops but can't find her where she had gone? who was she? what's her name? i walk slowly with a little sadness i keep walking on road just thinking about the moment i had seen her such a beauty she has. she doesn't have makeup but she was glowing i will lose anything to talk to her. will i ever find her??