_Clacesier's POV_
"SO now you're mother sent you back here after summoning you in England?! I'am just curious about what kind of race you're mother belonged to, Clace." I rubbed my forehead as I shook my head. I'am not having any headache, maybe I'am just having a brain damage.
Kasalukuyan na kaming nasa pilipinas, and I swear there isn't one time that I didn't got mad at that—freaking ignorant princess.
"A race that everyone haven't approved of, tsk!"
"What?! You're being a racist, Clace. I guess being a heir will make you feel arrogant."
"Why am I suddenly called a racist? Sphere, are you talking nonsense again?!" Isa pa itong kausap ko na nagpapadagdag ng sakit ng ulo ko.
Fate really loves to create a problem for me! Great!
"Because you did not consider your mothers' race a 'race', you're being inconsiderate—"
"Oh man! Here we go again!" I exclaimed as I heaves a deep sigh. "What do you f*ck*ng want Sphere, can you just get to the point before I loose my patience here and smash my phone!?"
I heard his annoying laugh that really got my blood boil, but I stopped my outburst and waited patiently for his laugh to stop as I tapped my fingers at the sink.
"It's Psycho, said that he needs someone to guard Belleyel while his away."
Again, another bunch of idiots who is trying to wreck my already ruined mood.
"Okay then, I'll be there, where are they anyway? Are they still in cebu?"
"Nah! I think they are at Icells' hideout, to that woods again. Got lost there twice already."
"What's the use of technology if you're not gonna use it?"
"Uh, yeah. Right..." God! How I wanna see him right now so I can punch him to death.
Natigilan ako nang mapansin ko na napatagal na ang pag-uusap naming dalawa. And I forgot about that girl!
"Sphere need to go!" Kapagkuwan ay sabi ko at nagmamadaling lumabas sa restroom.
I ran towards the spot where I asked Quiceleth to wait for me. When I found that she's not there I angrily disheveled my hair again.
"Now what?!"
What did she do this time? Wala na ba siyang alam kung hindi bigyan pa ako ng sakit ng ulo?!
"SH*T!!" I cursed loudly when I can't find her at the sea of people. "That—Ugh!"
How am I supposed to protect her when she is the one whose putting her self in danger?!
"This is definitely not what I signed for when I decided to become a prince!"
Bagot na reklamo ko sa hangin. And just look! What a great timing this is?! Tumatawag pa ang nanay kong halimaw.
"What now?" Tanong ko sa kanya sa kabilang linya habang patuloy sa paghahanap sa babaeng 'yon.
"I can tell from the tone of your voice...that you're busy." She pointed the obvious, and of coarse I would not admit that I am definitely screwing up again for not doing my task as a guardian...guardian is that the proper way to all it? A prince turned to just a mere guardian?
There's nothing more embarrassing than that!
"Yes mom, but do not fret, It's not that big deal for you to ask..."
"Yeah?"
I nodded, praying silently that she would not ask about that brat.
"Okay, so where's Quiceleth?"
"Hah?" I kept looking everywhere but then there is no chance finding her. Sa laki ng pasyalan na ito ay siguradong magkakasalisihan kaming dalawa. "She's ah...fine!"
"Really?"
"Uh-huh?"
"What does that 'Uh-huh' means?" I can tell from the tone of her voice that she is not buying it!
Uh-huh means Quiceleth missing and me having a hard time finding her!
"Meaning she's having fun mom, she's really having so much fun!"
"What is she doing now? Can I talk to her?"
"No you can't--I mean, no mom, she's having fun...riding a carousel. It will be really hard to see her..laughing and giggling at the same time again. You don't wanna spoil this moment for her right? I mean..."
Dead air was all I heard after I said all those 'suppose-to-be-conivincing-lie'. This is really getting me in so much pressure knowing that my mom is the only one who won't to my tactics. In case I haven't mention, I have skills qualified for me to be called as a womanizer. And yeah, I am notorious in those fields, you wouldn't see me with a girl who I can't take to bed, however I don't sleep with them. I am just not comfortable with the idea of sleeping with a girl beside me.
I just have s*x with them, and that's it. No terrifying strings attached.
"Okay..." At last, she replied. "As long as she dosen't wonder around without you, I will be at peace..."
I heaved a deep sighed, pursing my lips in each side. Another wave of headache were bound to come, I can feel it! I might be needing a dozen of pain killers later.
"Are you going to visit him?"
I stopped taking a step when she asked that out of the blue. My energy seem to fade away at the same time with the silence came after she asked that.
"Clacesier, ngayon lang ako magiging sangayon sa pagpunta mo dyan sa pilipinas dahil maproprotektahan mo dyan si Quiceleth pero--"
"Mom, no matter what you say, I'am gonna find that person..." I said, my tone being serious.
"Clacesier...you're going to kill yourself. You don't need to join an illegal group just to find who did that to Enil..."
Pinikit ko ang mata ko nang mariin habang inaalala na nanay ko ang kausap ko. Dahil sa totoo lang ayaw ko na pinag-uusapan ang tungkol dito, I don't want to loose control again as much as possible now that I have obligations.
"Mom, I need to hang up, Quiceleth needs to ride another one..."
Matagal bago siya nakasagot, "Sige, Ingat nalang anak. Bye."
I did not respond to say my 'goodbye' and hunged up.
I was just standing there, thinking of the past that I don't really want to allow to cross my mind, even for just a second.
For others their past my seem like a trash to them that they would not dare look back to, but that wasn't the case for me. I can't throw the past knowing that it still hurt me deeply...tsk, such drama..
Suddnenly, I felt a light bump on my back that got me out of my wondering thoughts. I turned around to face who is that.
Then at last I saw her all smiley as if she's not in a situation where she is carrying a heavy burden. Do you know how a happy person looked so innocent when they are just smiling in a world full of chaos?
She is pointing about something, but I just can't seem to notice what she is pointing. I was busy looking at her, I was amazed that there is someone, existing in this world who is so ignorant what is happening around her...
Then suddenly I remembered that I was searching for and that I at last found her. I forgot about what I am thinking and just focused on my irritation towards her.
"What the—I told you to stay right there!" I almost screamed at her face. She just smiled at me like it was nothing.
My forehead creased when I noticed her eyes sparkling, like she found something exciting.
I felt her tugged at my shirt and pulled me somewhere. Hanggang sa makapunta kami sa isang stall ng Ice Cream.
"Wha—?!"
Tumalon-talon siya ngunit mababaw lamang, tinuro niya ang Ice cream na parang bata. She kept on pointing at the stall of ice cream while she is looking dreamily at a set of couples who is licking one.
"What now?!"
Instead of answering my question, she just looked at the ice cream once again after tugging my shirt, getting hyper about what she is seeing. And I thought this was a great opportunity to just shut her up, so I agreed and without hesitation buy an ice cream for her.
"Girlfriend niyo po?"
Umiling ako sa tanong ng vendor na babae. Lihim akong napangiti, alam ko na kasi ang mga kilos ng mga babae. Tatanugin nila kung girlfriend ko ang kasama ko, at pag sinabi kong hindi ay ibibigay nila ang numero nila sa akin.
But right now I was not in the mood to flirt--
"Ang ganda niya kasi, pwede bang maligawan?"
Bigla akong napatingin sa sinabi ng babaeng vendor. I looked at her from head to toe.
Holy sh*t! A lesbian!
Tumingin nama ako sa katabi ko na napatulala nalang sa babaeng kaharap namin. Naintindihan niya ba ang sinabi ng babae?
Tumikhim na lamang ako at binayaran na ang ice cream at kinuha na ito.
"Thank you miss--"
"It's sir!"
Hindi na ako nagsalita at hinila na si Quiceleth palayo sa stall ng tomboy na iyon. Saka ko binigay sa kanya ang hawak ko na ice cream at umupo sa nakita kong upuan sa gilid. Naramdaman kong nakiupo rin siya kaya hindi ko na pinasin.
Hindi ko na rin pinansin ang mga babaeng nagpapapansin sa akin dahil iniisip ko kung ano ang nagawa ko kanina. Did I just feel...nah...
I just hate lesbians so much, that's why--
My forehead creased when I turned around and realized that Quiceleth wasn't even locking the ice cream and just stared at it.
"What are you doing?"
She looked at me as if she just noticed that I was sitting right next to her. She gave me a questioning look, maybe asking me what to do with it that made me shook my head.
Why bother asking me to buy when she doesn't even know how to eat it at the first place?
"Put your tongue out and lick it." I simply said and of course she will not get it, just continue staring at me like an idiot. So without thinking I grabbed her hand which is holding and licked the cream. "Stick your tongue out and lick it!"
I said and demostrated it once again but to my surprise she pulled away as if she is scared that I might eat it all. I really thought that she will just continue staring at it when at last her tongue finally licked the ice cream.
I stared at her while she giggles and laughs after taking a lick as if licking gives her thrills.
"Haha!" She keep on laughing and giggling. Without knowing I was smiling while looking at her.
Now there's a innocent soul eating an ice cream joyfully. I wonder how would it taste like when I bite her tongue while I kiss her lips? I am definitely sure that Quiceleth has no experience when it comes in s*x department. And it will be a thrill to let her first experiences be mine...
Natigilan ako bigla nang maramdaman ko ang pag-iinit ko. Am I lusting over a girl I am not allowed to touch even just a hair?
I pounded my fist against my thick skull when imagined another lustful things while watching her lick the ice cream.
How are you gonna protect her you mind f*cked f*cker?!