Ugh, why do I keep doing this to myself?
My head was spinning- no, more like everything around me was spinning while at the same time it felt as if something was continuous hitting against my skull.
I slowly peeled my eyes open afraid that I will be struck by massive sunlight but to my surprise, the blinds of the room were shut. I rolled over to my other side taking in Travis’ room and my heart skipped a bit.
He came to find me. Without letting me feel bad about myself.
He must probably think I am weak for letting myself fall that far.
I was all alone and had no one to run to at that moment. The monsters in my head were so loud forcing me to do what I’ve done years ago and the only way I could silence them was through a bottle of vodka. Deep down in my heart, I know what I am doin
