J A M ES
Days have gone by with me unfailingly sending emails and gifts which got constant rejection across to her. I was frustrated that she wasn't forthcoming.
I looked out the window as the sun came up. The roads outside were empty, just like my apartment. I’d had the best moment of my life, and true to form, I’d managed to ruin everything somehow. Rayvin was gone. I have been trying to apologize through emails and gifts, but each time, she returns the gifts and ignores my emails. I didn't even say anything bad to her. And now, the fact that the memories of having s*x with Victoria were still fresh in my head, disgusted me the more. I had truly betrayed Rayvin, making true her fears. How I wish so much that she was here with me. She was my sanity. I hated myself so much right now. W
