Adhuri muhabbat 4
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mere dost room me tha bolne lagi khali kar dungi room maine ha kar jao yah plz hath jod raha hu to chilla ke bolne lagi ja mere ma ko bol bolne lagi tourcher kar rah hai mujhe police ko bulaungi maine gusse me cup tod diya aur saf kiya gusse me ake apne dost ke same chilane lga kya kucch nahi karta hu iske liye mere sath bura se buara karti police ki dhamki de rhai pyar se nahi reh sakti mere sath 5 din tak bimar tha thik hi nahi ho paa raha tha mai bas wait kar raha tha ek bar aajay mai thik ho junga intjar karta raha nahi aai aur thik ho hi nai rha ha 5 din baad aay leke gai chalo bat karni hai ye nahi boli kaise ho thik ho ya nahi bukhar kaise mai aur fir blem game suru public me tmsha banya mera tumne kiya muhe bat nahi karni gussa ane laga mujhe ki bolne kaise ho tum ye kar rahi ho mere sath fir ghar pea a gay ha fir ham bat karne lage ab har chiz me frusted hone lagi kuchh bhi achha karta argu karti bura behve karti mere sath fir mai office jane laga bolne lagi mujhe bhi achha nahi laga pura din tumko miss ki lagta kahi se aa jao ya mai vaha aa jau mai bhi addict h gai hu tumhari aise bate hoti uski fir jab sam ko ata to chay bana ke rakhti mujhe achha lagta lekin jab usse bat karta dekhta mujhe hurt hota yahi meri tension thi bolti sirf fraind agar o shadi kar lega kisi se to mai tumse kar lungi mai duwa karne laga god se ki god mujhe ye chahiye mai iske bina ek pal nahi reh sakta plz rohan kisi se shadi kar le ye mujhe chhodke na jay jab bhi mujhe hurt kari mai khud koshis karta ki na bat karu par dil dimag rooh me basi thi meri o nahi reh pata tha sare loso ko ignire karne laga mai apne ghar walo ko bhi iske bina ek pal bhi nahi reh skata mai mujhe ye cahiye puri siddat se koshis karta mai rat ko bhi bole bp low ho gai bhag bhag ke jata aur net pe sarch karta bp lo me kya karna cahiye mila strong coffee pina chaiye to 12 baje rat me dukan khulake dudh lake banata aur deta usko kichen ke windo se mai apna duniya bhul gaya tha pura bas uske liye ji rha tha kaise bhi ho mujhe chhodke ken a jay jab mai usse kehta kai mai ni reh sakta plz kuchh to rassta batao ki ham ek ho jay tum mujhhe na chhodke ja plz nahi she pata mai bahot pyar krat hu nahi reh apunga mai tumahre bina ek din uske liye hi pyar se bate karti I love u I miss u kabhi nahi chhodungi tumko chahe shadi kar lu fir bhi contect me rahungi nahi chune dungi usko divorce ke chance hai aa jaungi mai wait karoge na mera rahoge na contact me maine bola chhodke tum jaoge mai nahi marte dam tak sath rahuga mai, ache se raho mai ghar se aay riste dekhta tak nahi mere ghar wale naraj ho gay mera bhai mere bhi ki shadi nahi kar rag iske kiye gay bate me mai jine laga samjhegi ek din fir dusre din usi bat se frusted hoti reapite bate karte ho tum nafrat hai mujhe tumse ni baat karna bhad me jao tum ais avisa bolne lagti aur mai puri rat jaga retha kyu karti aur jab windo se dekhta to usse bate karke so jati aur mai rota rehta jab mai uske samne rota to hasti o mujhe rota tadpota dekhke mai pairo me gir ke muhabbat ki bhikh mangne laga nahi reh sakta tumhare bina tum jante ho mere sath aisa kyu karte ho kyu tourcher karte ho itna bolti tum karte torcher frusted troma dete ho mujhe roke mai bola troma kaise huwa kya kya word bolte ho tum ye mera pain hai nahi reh sakta mat karo mai emotional insan hu dil dimag hurt rooh tak se tumse juda hu aur tum hi hurt karte ho ek din ache se rethte dusre din torucher ye hai jo tum kar rahe ho mere sath ye jante huye bhi ki mai nahi reh skta tumahre bina aur jan bujh ke chhodne ki bat karte ho jab uska dil karta tab mujhe I love u I miis u bolti mai roj bolta jab kehta tum kyu nahi bolti to kehti jab dilse hoga tab bolungi botli mera dil karta hai usko bol du mai isse pyar karti hu tum kar lo shadi kisi se mujhe isse karna hai shadi. Par majbur hu fir torucher karti ye sab roj hota argu pure hafte kam karta mai jab mai call karta ya msg to mujhe meeting ka screen short send kar deti aur side hat jati jab ake dkehta to usse bate karti ab iska badla huwa roop mujhe hurt karne laga an bolne lagi force karke tum pyar hasil nahi kar skate mai sochta maine to isko pyar diya hai pyar kiya to ye badal kyu rahi kya ho gay isko plz mat badlo ek din ye kam kar rahi thi iske ghar me iski behan ki sahdi ki tayari chal rahi thi aur iske pas time nahi tha aur dusre din isko office me tredisnol dress pehan kar jana tha to mujhe boli time nahi hai aur sab jid kar rahe hai mai bas suntan isko ye chiz ki jarurat hai mai leke aa jata aur mai bahg ke gay sri dukan pas me dhuda koi achha sa dress nahi mila fir sam ko o aai aur ham thode der time spned kiye sath fir ghar aay fir mai bike liya 9:30 koghar aay fir mai bike liya 9:30 ko bahr jake uske liye dress dhud rha tha leke aya mai aur isko call kiya nahi utha rahi thi do tin call kiya dekhegi to khush ho jaygi aur kal pehanke jaygi to call utha ke jor se chillane lagi kyu parshan kar rahe ho smjh nahi aa rha kyu bar bar phone kar rahe maine bola kya uwa isko ab to msg kiye plz bahr aao bolti hai nahi ana hai bola thik hai bat mat kari aao sirf aur jao turant aao aur turant jao nahi a na smjhata nahi sirf ek second ke liye kuchh laya hu tumahre liye plz aao aur dimag mat khrab karo mera chale jao nahi bat karni tumse bola kyu kar rahi ho aisa frusted kyu kar rahi ekdam batamiji se bat sirf ek second ke liye aa jai sirf door pe khade ho aur chale jao mai exidet tha ki aaygi aur dekhke khush ho jaygi par is insan ko frusted hone ke bad kisi ki nahi sunti maine kaha thik hai mai ghar me dedta hu boli agr ghar me diye to bawal kar dungi mujhe laga aise hi kar rahi hai to maine jake rakh diya bola tumhara parsal laya tha sach me usne bawl kar diya mere dosto ke samne padosi ke samne apne behan ke hatho bhijwa diya ki jabrdasti de rah hai mera nahi le jake deke aa aur uski bahen aai mere dosto ke samne itni buri trah se bate ki buri trah se bahve ki ulta pulta bola aur mere dost baju wal do bnda un sabne suna mujhe bahot hurt huwa maine bola bahot chha kiya rat bhar so nahi paya parking me baitha tha to office jane lagi aur jate wat dhore se kuchh kaha mujhe laga bol rahi hai chalo mai nahi jana chah rha tha fir waps aai aur upar gai fir jane lagi office to mujhe laga jata hu shayd sorry bole to jate waqt mujhe gussa to rahega na mere dosto ke samne meri beijjtai hui hai bura behave kiya gaya to bola bola ham ladko ki ijjat nahi hoti kya ham log behya hote hai tum logo ka hi ijjat hota hai ehshah bhi hota hai tumko kya karte ho apne frusted mind ki wjah se mere sath tum bolte bolte raste me gaya aur bus stope pe pahocha aisa frusted chehra banati hai aur gussa dikhati hai apni galti kabhi exept nahi karti hai mai hi jhukta rehta hu kyuki mai pyar karta nahi reh skata uske bina aur iske tourcher se mai frusted ho chukka tha to bola ek sorry tak nahi niakl raha muh se to kyu diye ghar me lake to bol deke mangaya tha maine aya bad me alke side me dete aisa dil kar rah hai ki mar du jor se aur chla jau to bolti hai yahi pe public ko bula ke tera kamumbar banwa dungi ye batamiji wla languge sunke mera control nahi rha mjhpe aur mera hath uth gaya publick place me hath nahi uthana chiaye par petion ki ek limit hoti hai yar fir gali di mujhe aur mai chala aya mai reh nahi pata tha uske bina fir kuchh din bad bate hone lagi fir uski ma behan surat chale gay aur mai uski care karne laga jab office jata aur office se ake khan banata jaldi jaldi akeli hai ghar ake usko khana na bana pade aur khan banana jo time lagea o mere sath time spend karegi bana ke rkahta jake wait karta bus stop p ki aaygi o fir aati usko khan deta aur wait karta ki bat karegi mere se fir bhi o time pas karti aur mere sath bura behve karti ye karta uske liye aur mujhe time nahi deti fir surat gai mai tadpne laga bat karne ke liye usse call karta ki thodi der baat ho jay par o nahi karti busy hu ye o karke ek bar call hota kaise ho kya kar rahe ho tjik ho ya nahi par call nahi uthata mera ab mera sikyat karna suru ki tum bat kyu nahi kar rahe 10 minat time nahi hai bolti nahi hai time mere pas tumko smjh nahi ata mai busy hu bola jante ho na tumse bat na ho to mi nahi reh pat so nahi pata mai tum kyu aisa kar rahe ho mere stah puri rat mobile dekte rehta ab mas ayga ab call ayga bandi chage ho gai thi rat rat bhar jaga rehta mai ek din phone kiya boli ruko karti hu 20 minat me mai khush huwa par call nahi aya iska mai rota tadota bar bar call akrne laga plz talk to I need to talk ro rha tha plz 10 minat abt kar lo plz par uthi ulta pulta bola aur phone switch of kar diya mai tadp raha tha ye hai asli torucher kisi ko marna ho to ye karna chiye uske sath jab apke bina na reh skae to uska jina haram kar dena cahiye fir ek din mujhe ulta pulta bolke gali deke balock kar diya aur chhod di mai tadapne lga fir 0 aay Saturday ko gahr mubai me mere pas aai par mai gusse me tha mai utha aur niche chala gaya fir dusre din Sunday ko 4 bar aai bat nahi karni maine bola nahi karni 4 bar aai to itne din dur thi mujhse to mai emotional huwa gay smjhat nahi tumko nahi reh pata tumhare bina aise kyu karti ho tum mere sath 10 minat nahi tha tumhare pas mere se bat karne ke liye fir mai usko hug kiss karne kaga pyar karne laga fir mood swing huwa uska aur jor se chillai bahr ek banda baitha tha mere sath jabardasti kar rahe ho ye o mai dar gay itna jor se chikkai aur mai chhod diya usko fir o apne ghar me gai fir mai bhi gay aur puchha kyu kar rahi ho ye sab kyu badal rahi ho kyu tadpa rahi ho mujhe tum
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