Adhuri muhabbat 3
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ata hu bolti hai nahi abhi aao mujhe bahot acha laga bola kal ata hu bolti hai nahi abh I need u here kal nahi ana hai fir kuchh din bad o aa gai Mumbai fir dhire dhire badalne lagi mai uska behve dekhne laga ab har chic ke liye argu hone laga kahi bahr ghumne jane ko bolta to na bolti aur mai request karta ki tumhare sath time spend karna chahta hu hug pyar karna chahta hu bahr jake movie etc garden me ya kahi pura din spend karna chahta hu par tum frusted karte ho aur kisi aur se call pe bate karne lagte ho meri galti kya hai bolti tum mujhe force kar rahe ho maine kaha tum badal rahi ho to force lagega mai vahi hu kya problame hai tumhe kyu aisa kar rahi ho fir din aise khatam ho jata fir din bitate gay kabhi kehti nahi reh sakti tumare bina kabhi uska mind swing hota aur mera sath bura behve karti mujhe laga o return hydrabad jaygi usske liye paper spray laya sefty ke liye bahot kuchh diya fir ek din mera tabiyat khrab huwa mai doctor ke pass gaya dawa liya doctor ne parchi pe ek dawa likh diya tha jo mai liya nahi us dawa ke wjah se oo aai aur parchi dekhi to boli dikhao mai us dawa ki wajah se nahi dikhana chahta tha parchi to uske samjhona kyu kar rahi ho toboli mai important hu ya ye bola tum ho par isme kuchh hai jo mai nahi dikha sakta doctor ne ek dawa likha hai jo tum dekhoge to galat samjhoge to boli mujhe dikho samjhona kyu kar rahi ho o gusse me gai mera door jor se band kiya aur khudka bhi door band kar diya aur mujhe blok kar diya fir bahar aai to mai bat karne ki kosish kar raha tha kyu kar rahi ho aisa mere sath smjhna chahiye nahi bat karni tumse bhad me jao aaj ke bad ana mat ye o bolke kyu jabrdasti ka issue ban rahi ho tum kyu karti ho mere sath janti ho nahi reh pata tumhare bina to tum aisa kar rahe ho mere sath plz mat karo fir bhi nahi ukta pulta bolne lagi mental insan phyco insan bolke block kar diya ek dam ganda bevahe fir mera dost aya aur o mujhse bat karne laga apni story btane laga aur ham bat karte niche ja rahe the to issne call kiya aur gali dene lagi ki tumare dost aisa vaisa mere bare me bat kar rahe ho tum log maine kaha nahi tumhare bare me bola nhi kuchh kisi ne bolti maine suna aur god ki kasm kisi ne uske bare me kuchh nahi kaha tha ur ye gandi gandi gali dene lagi aur mai aya bola kyu itna ek parchi nahi dikya iske liye issue ban rahi ho kyu kar rahi tumhare bare me kisi ne kucch nahi kaha plz gali mat do aur mai uske sir ko jhtak diya aur chala aya puri rat fir nahi soya kyu karti hai aisa kya kuchh nahi karta kitni batamiji se bat karti hai ye ladki mujhse kab mujhese pyar se behve karegi kab mere sath ache se rahegi fir dusre din subah se na maine chay piya tha na khan khyaa tha fir bhi bandi ek bar bhi ake nahi puchhi na sorry boli ki maine over kiya sorry chay nasta kiye ya nahi mai sochte rha ab aaygi ab aaygi aur kisi se pura di call pe bat karti chat karti aur nahi aau 4 baje ke karib aai aur jo uske sefty ke liye maine sman diya tha door pe fek di mujhe gussa aya aur mai utha aur bahr jake saman patak diya maine aur usko dhkka diya bahot huwa tumhar abhot karte ho tum mere sath aur dhkka diya aur palat ke room me aa gya fir mujhe laga o gir gai hai fir jake dekha jor se gir gait hi niche ab mujhe guilt feel hone lga kya kiya maine jis insan ko ek ansu nahi dekh skata usko dhakka diya aur o gir gai chot ag gay uko o ghar me thi uska bhai bhi ghar me tha mai jane ki koshis kar raha tha ki kab uska bhai ghar se jayga aur mai junga usko dekhne jab uska bhai gay to mai gay bolne laga kyu karte itna mere stha o ulta pulta bolne lagi sorry bola mai to mujhe gali di tum dogle ho maine kaha tumhare bare me kisi ne kuchh nahi kah tha sonam plz gali mat do dogla gali fir bhi nahi suni aur fir dogla boli aur mujhe dhakka diya to mujhe laga sala sara issue khud karti hai aur bar bar mere sath aisa trit karti subah se tadap rahu hu ro rhau ek bar puhhi tak nahi au rake aisa kar rahi hai jab dhkka diya dogla bolke to mera hath utha aur maine bhi gali diya fir chala aya fri prui rat regret kiya subah subah tel garam karke gay uske pair me girke roya muwafi mangi bol aaj ke bad aisa nahi hoga lekin tum karte kyu ho mere sath aisa kya kusur hai mera mujhe hurt hota fir juce leke aya dawa leke aya fir care karta raha uske bad din aur bite fir uske pair me ganth ban gaya tha chal nahi pa rahi thi jaise mai ghar me ghusa dekha uske ankho se ek asu nikal rha hai to usko force karke doctor ke pas leke gaya vaha uska gadth ko katwaya usko god me utha ke leke aya 2nd floor pe chdhya mere sarir me jan nahi thi kyuki kitne rat se mai soya nahi khana nahi khata tha mai upar Chadha omit hone lagi mujhe puchh bhi nahi rhai hai ki kya huwa fir mai utha bhagke gay uske liye juice laya apple laya doctor ne kaha tha ek dawa khali pet khani hai to usse khila diya pani leke khada tha fir juice pilaya aur apple katke leke aya usse khilane laga aek hath me khane ki bad ki dawa thi mere aur ek hath se apple khila rha tha ki jaise ye kha legi to dawa khila dunga sare kam dham chhodke mai uski care me laga rehta bolti hai chale jao yaha se dimag mat kharab karo mai dawa rakh diya bola ye apple khake dawakha lena hurt huwa thodi der bad fir gay floor pe khoon laga tha uska pair ka to pura floor clean kiya o mana kar rahi thi mai nahi mana bartan dhule maine khan banya aur usse khilane laga fir puhha kyu aia behve karte ho mere stah tumhare sath kitna bhi achha karu tum mere sath aisa behve kyu karte ho fir frusted hoke bolne lagi jabardasti kyu karte maine kha kya karne ko maine bola pyar karta hu to tumari care karunga roj apni hatho se patti change karta uske gande pair saf karta mai aur uske bad mai frusted hota uske bure behve se.
kabhi kabhi mere liye o chay bhi banti kabhi kabhi mai khana nahi khata tha to mere liye new new dis ban deti thi fir dusre din uni sab chijo ke liye time dene ke liye bahr jane ke liye roj jhagde hote hamre kyu badal rahi ho tum fir sara care dekhke bolti mai bhi bhaot attached hu par nahi reh sakti tumhare bina pyar karti hu mai bhi tumse fir bolta fir mood swing kyu hota hai tumhara kabhi bolte ho nahi reh sakti vahi bate hoti hai meri tumahre liye puri jindagi sath nahi de sakti to pyar do jhagde mat karo argu mat karo pyar se raho mere sath ye sab sehte sehte ab jab bhi frusted karti to mai khudko marta mai hi chutiya hu jo nahi reh pata iske bina gusse me sala kuchh bhi karo iske liye bas mere sath bura behve karna hai loi aur hoti to mere sath pyar se behve karti hus karti aur ye mere sath bura se bura karte jati mai subah subah uthke uska chera dekhna hota tha mujhe pyar se hug karek uske mathe pe kiss karke usse good mornig bolna hota tha par uska msg tak nahi ata mai jata vaha khade rehte o bolti tak nahi fir mujhe hurt hota kehti pele mai apne ghar ke kaam khatam karungi uske bad good morning vgairah karungi fir sikayat hone lagti aur argu hone lagte .
3 sal se use ek bimari thi mai usko force karne lga chalo doctor ke pas chalo doctor ke pass thik ho jayga to mana karti 3 din pichhe laga mujhe rat se bukhar tha aur subah uthke isko bola mujhe bukhar aur jidd karke usko doctor ke pass leke gaya ki aaj cahlo tumhari bimari thik ho jaygi dikha lo o doctor ke pas gai doctor ne kuchh ulta pulta usko bol diya to vaha se nikate hi mere se argu gandi tarh se bat karna suru kiya mai bolta rha normoal ho jao tum thi ho jao tumhare liye hi to leke ayah u 3 sal se hai bimari mai resion kyu hu doctor hai o kuchh bol di to yu hyper ho rhai ho pure raste samjhate huye aya par iska frusted mind susru hota hai to kiska sunti mai chale bimar rahu ya kuchh dawa vagrah liye ghar pe leke aya muuh bana ke baithi hai bolta rha plz sant ho jao uska gnada behce suru ho gay tha mere stah bola tumhare liye hi leke gay tha kyu kar rahi ho kuchh bhi kar lu tumhare liy par tum mere sath aisa behve karte rahoge mai bimar hu khudke liye kuchh nahi karta tumhare liye karta hu boli jao yaha se mai chala aya aur khas rha tha socha aaygi kuchh karegi par puchha tak nahi uske mai utha khudke liye kadha banana laga o aai aur kehti achha iske liye mujhe bhi khasi aa rhai hai tumko aa rhai hai mai pehle se frusted tha tumko kal se ho rhai mujhe aaj ho rhai hai aur tum ake aisa bol rahe ho sari chize tumhe meri vajah se ho rhai plz chale jao yaha fir o chali gai fir mai uske pas gay kadha leke aur bolne lga kyu karte ho mere sath aisa mai bimar hu tumhare liye doctor ke pass leke gaya tha mai tumko raste bhar me smjate aa rhai relex ho doctor bolte hai sant ho jao bolti hai jao yaha se mujhe bat nahi karni chale ao yaha se mere tabiyat thik nahi bola tumhe kuchh huwa hi nahi to o chekup ke liye leke gay tha meri kamar dukh rha mujhe batt nahi karna chake jao yaha se aur dhakka diya door band karne lagi mujhe gussa aya khudko do tappad mara ki mai pagal aur cup apne sir pe food liya to bas uka frusttion suru puara din bolta raha bimar hu chalo doctor ke pas bolti mai kyu leke jau tumhe ho rha hai tum jao mujhe bat nahi karni mai room chhod dungi chali jaungi maine bola chali jao agar yaha rahgi tumko taklif hogi to mai auga pyar karta to chali jao nafrat ho rhai hai tumse tumhare liye kucch bhi karu tum mere sath bura se bura karte rahoge tumko ehsash bhi nahi hota aur bimar tha chka aya apne room me apne dost ko call kiya bukhar badh gaya tha mera chal nahi pa rha tha pura din khatm ho gay tha ek bar bhi dekhne nahi aai ab dost ko call kiya bulya o aya tab iska call aya kaha ho tum maine kaha ab kyu puchh rahi ho tum jabse bol rha tha to kya huwa tha ke rahe the khud jao aya dost ko fir dawa leke ghar pe aya to usne mujhe kadha banya au diya ab mujhe nahi chaye tha to maine return kar diya
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