My Quest
Since I was born people seems don’t like bullied me and no one can understand what I am saying.. in my child hood many bullies are bullied me they didn’t want me even my family didn’t want me .. I don’t know why they hate me I have nothing against them .I have also nothing to do with them just I do not understand why people hate me for no reason.. I don’t know if they were jealous or they just making fun with me. They play a game and they didn’t want me to join them nobody wants to be my friend I don’t know if it is a curse that since childhood no one wants me even my parents and family don’t want me. I ask my self if they are truly my family or not..Maybe I am not part of this family the way they treat me is like the way they don’t want me as there family.. I keep asking my self what’s wrong in me why other people don’t want me for who I am or maybe they just having fun in me always. So I’ll keep praying that someday someone in this little world, like me for what I am and not what other says who i am ..
There are many events in our lives that only we know. Events that only we can understand.. That are judged by the people around us.. when I went astral in elementary school, the same thing happened to me, all I experienced was Pam bully. And I still don't understand why they are like that to me. I was walking on the road. I wonder what my mistake is with them. Why do they treat me like that.. I keep thinking that it's just part of childhood because he's pre. I'm young.. But until I graduated from elementary school, my family still treated me like they don't want me to be part of the family.. I don't know what is wrong with me that they don't want me.. I didn't do anything bad to them.. I just pray that one day they will understand me..