I don't know which was more awkward. Is it expecting that the Crown Prince would actually stop in front of me and start a small talk as if we really know each other? Or is it realizing that he's going to do the opposite and then you'll realize that it was the right thing to do and try to act normal while he was in the vicinity but you only end up acting like a bad actress? Maybe both were equally awkward. And maybe both scenarios should have just stayed as imaginative scenarios in my head. But that wasn't the case. The Crown Prince really did try to ignore me despite the fact that our eyes met when he walked past me. It was a weird feeling. It's as if we have a secret affair that he was keeping from anybody else. Well, technically, yes, but that only made me feel sadder than I already

