The not so Good daughter

This day in age when your the eldest daughter you have the responsibility like both father and mother to guide you're younger sibling to their best behavior. The responsibility automatically push down to you because both your parents have their own responsibility to create a sustainable environment for their children to grow and learn. And this where our story begun Hi my name is Dawn David this is my story of how I survive being mentally drained being the eldest in my family.As far as I can remember this happen when I'm still a child. My parents is not living at the same house because my Grandmother there not in good terms with my mother. My father is not always at home . he has job in working as a driver but he's the boss of himself be because he doesn't want someone to control his time. That's why he has other side job I say it's not benifacting anything to the family because it's gambling it also damaging his health. He's not eating at the right time and his neglecting his rest time. And there is my Grandmother she is kind and loving person but it's just too much sometime because she's tolerating his son . Let's say he became a mama's boy without him knowing even my other relatives already accepts this fact about my father. When he has a problem he just call his mom and then she'll do it for him, the problem is that she's already old like 80 now. But he keeps depending on his mother, what can you say about that but feel sad for my grandmother because she cannot say no to his son. And my mother when I was a months old baby she left me to go work abroad to earn money, but when .she came back here she always has a previous business with my father but the business fail. so she works at a restaurant that her friends own, that why they always on the go because they have different location for their restaurant . They ha e branches to some carnival when there's a festival, the last time i see her after that is when im 8 years and after that because their some issue about family related .