I feel guilty. I feel guilty for asking her to keep holding on when I actually want her to just give it up. I know I was just being impulsive that night when we talked.
Maaga akong umuwi kasi hindi ko alam kung paano siya ia-approach. I don't know how to deal with her. She's too kind for me that it's honestly killing me when I don't remember so much. It's making me feel bad about myself. Kaya kung pwede lang sana, ayoko munang ipilit 'to kasi baka nasasaktan ko lang siya. Wala pa naman sa itsura niyang aamin kapag nasasaktan na.
"Hello?" I tentatively answer when my phone rings to an unregistered number.
I know I don't usually answer unregistered calls. But not being able to remember anything for the past year, baka kasi isang number 'to na nabura ko lang, I'll reconsider.
"James? Si A
