Siah
I felt a lot better after me and Kain talked last night. We ended up eating dinner in my room and talking for hours. He promised me he would tell me if he was in pain with us waiting to bond, and I trust him. He was honest with me about how he felt, and even after we kissed he never made me feel uncomfortable.
Oh, that kiss, it was amazing. I've never felt anything like it. I don't even know what came over me, but I don't regret it. When my lips touched his, it was like warming sparks went through my entire body. I couldn't get close enough to him, and he respected me. He only put his hands on the back of my head and around my back, never anywhere that would hurt me.
I know I'm safe here, and everyone I've met has been nice to me, but sometimes it feels too good to be true. I alw
