TRIGGER WARNING - GRAPHIC MEMORY Siah I really enjoyed going out with Kain tonight. We got home late, so we called it a night, and he went back to his room. I'm having a hard time sleeping, I just cant turn my mind off. I have to admit I'm thankful he changed his plans for tonight, and he didn't take me around a lot of people. I still feel a little off, and I always feel like people are staring at me when I’m in a crowd. It felt amazing and freeing just sitting under the stars with him. I’m really trying to talk to him more openly. I know he wants to know everything about me, but the truth is, there’s not much to tell. When my mom was still alive, she was my only friend. My father controlled our entire lives and we weren’t allowed out much. We went to the library sometimes, and my fav

