
"I can't believe you'd do that!?" she shouted, "how dare you show your face to me, after all the mess you've put us through...." I wished I could tell her what I had been through, what had led to those events she was screaming about, but I like to think that I'm not heartless, that my silence is what she needs. even though she doesn't know yet.
My name is Lia, and once she knows, she'll realise I was doing her a favor. She doesn't deserve what that piece of s**t Deni. Then when he's gone, I'll show her just what she deserve, treat her like she deserves.
Finally, finally she'll see what her eyes have missed all along, and her heart will beat just for me.
But for now, I'll endure her anger, I'll take it all in, coz it shows me just how passionate she is.
And when she's finally all mine, just mine, I'll give her the ultimate gift, the most considerate, the kind she didn't know she needed, her heart will finally cease for me.
But before all that, I need her to calm down and shut it, I'm almost losing it, and I don't want my Mona to see that side of me. That side that I've kept hidden for so long, so I do what needs to be done, I walk away and leave her raging. She'll come down eventually, I don't need to handle this right down, I need her raging when she finally faces the truth about Deni.
At least the truth that I want known. the kind of specially engineered truth that he will never be able to unhook himself from.
I hate hurting her, but she'll see soon, it was always for love, for lust, and for heart.

