Chapter 53
By the time I manage to fall asleep, I make a fact with myself. I could be a decent person, and I know I have told myself this before, but I could be a decent wife too. I didn’t owe to him, I owed it to myself. To my own peace of mind. It still did not make anything better, but it would be a start.
Of course, after just waking up, going back to sleep was not something easy to do, and this gives me plenty of time to think about everything. Something inside of me decided that Thomas was not half as bad as I wanted him to be. Maybe trusting him would be a first step in the right direction.
Before the first light of the sun lights the sky, I make my way to the kitchen. I was craving coffee big time and maybe watching the sunrise would give me some peace of mind as well. As I mak
