Chapter 2

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I lay on the hospital bed, my eyes fixed on the white chandelier above my head. My heart felt as if it were being pressed by heavy stones, and my breathing became heavy. I clenched the bed sheet tightly, feeling the sweat on my palms soaking through. The risks of the surgery are like a knife hanging over one's head, refusing to go away. Before, I didn't dare to have surgery. The risk of death during the operation deterred me. I'm afraid that Alpha Caden will be sad after my death, and I can't accept leaving her either. But now it's different. He's as if he has never cared about me. Similarly, I should also get out of the current predicament. Pack Doctor pushed the door open gently and came in. His deep voice broke the silence of the room: "Seraphina, are you ready for it? The operation can be carried out at any time, but you know, the risk of death during the operation cannot be avoided.” I took a deep breath and avoided the doctor's gaze with my eyes. I once kept delaying because I was too afraid to face the possibility of leaving Alpha Caden. Now, I have been severely hurt by him, breaking all my self-protection. I finally understand that continuing to endure and remain silent is no longer the life I want. “Pack Doctor, I... I decide to have an operation.” Pack Doctor raised his eyebrows slightly, as if sensing my determination. He approached, picked up the scalpel and gently stroked it: "This is a decision concerning your life. I will do my best." I closed my eyes, held back the tears at the corners of my eyes, and nodded weakly, "I can't wait any longer." The surgical process is like a silent dream. “The operation was very successful. ”Pack Doctor said. I woke up from the anesthesia in a daze. The world before my eyes was still blurry, as if everything was shrouded in grey mist. But I could feel the intense pain in my eyes. My right eye seemed to be torn apart, and it seemed that every blink would trigger the pain in my heart. I squeezed my wrist hard and forced myself not to shout. A few days later, when I regained my sight, the severe pain in my right eye did not ease at all. Every time I open my eyes, the light around me stings me so much that I almost have to close my eyes to resist it, but that stinging pain seems to remind me of those unbearable memories from the past. I curled up in bed, holding the sheet tightly, my teeth crunching. Pain keeps me awake and unable to escape. At this moment, a slight sound of footsteps was heard outside the ward door. I forced my eyes open and saw Pack Doctor walk in, expressionless, as if he had been worn down by work and had no emotions at all. He lowered his head, examined my eyes, and a trace of concern flashed in his gaze: "The recovery period might be longer than expected, but you will get better gradually." Bear with it. The pain is temporary. I couldn't help but chuckle softly, my voice hoarse: "The pain is temporary, but how can the pain in the heart heal?" Pack Doctor didn't answer. He just nodded silently. His expression became more serious and he said in a low voice, "Seraphina, what you need is time and patience." Relax and stop thinking about those unimportant things. However, all of this still cannot let me go. Because I know very well that my pain doesn't just stem from the recovery after the surgery. The real pain comes from the person I once deeply loved - Alpha Caden. A few days later, despite the intense pain in my eyes, I went home from the hospital and walked into the living room. As soon as I stepped into the living room, I heard the noise outside the door. Ava suddenly pushed the door open and entered, carrying a box of rotten roses in her hand. She gave a contemptuous smile and threw the flower box in front of me. "Alpha Caden said that. He said this flower suits you best." " Her voice was full of disdain, and there was that disgusting smug on her face. The scent of her perfume mingled with the familiar scent on Alpha Caden, instantly breaking my heart. I stared fixedly at the pile of rotten petals in front of me, my eyes filled with question and anger: Is Alpha Caden really that cold-blooded? I once trusted you so much. How could you cheat on me behind my back? I said angrily. Ava disdainfully kicked over the scattered project proposal on my desk: "Luna, what do you think you are?" You don't even deserve to know the confidential password of the Alpha safe! Alpha Caden said, "Since you haven't shown up for so many days, you might as well stay a little further away." Ava sneered, "Your things have already been thrown into Omega's room. You'll be living there from today on." As she spoke, she sneered and looked at me with malice in her eyes. I wanted to refute something, but found my voice choking up in my throat. Every word she said seemed like a knife stabbing at me. That night, the intense pain in my abdomen prevented me from sleeping. I bent down, holding my stomach with both hands. The intense discomfort made it almost impossible for me to breathe. I hurried into the bathroom and picked up the test strip that I dared not face - the pregnancy test strip. When I saw the two bright red bars above, the whole world seemed to collapse. I stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, looking at my pale face, and suddenly felt that I had become so strange. My heart was racing and my mind was filled with chaos. Soon, Omega's servant came in. His eyes casually swept over the test strips on the table, and he immediately reported it to Alpha Caden. Late at night, I lay in bed, holding the pregnancy test report tightly in my hand, and tears couldn't help but spill out of the corners of my eyes. Suddenly, the cheerful sounds from the next room came to my ears. The familiar breathing sounds became even clearer in the dead of night. I knew it was Ava and Alpha Caden. Hanging out next door to me was Ava's deliberate request, and Alpha Caden, seeking excitement, half-heartedly agreed. Alpha Caden's voice kept ringing in my ears. He panted and whispered, "Seraphina is pregnant now. When the baby is born, I'll find an opportunity to get you into Council." At this moment, all reason and self-respect were cast aside. I held the report tightly, and tears finally slid down silently. I once thought he was everything to me, but I never expected that he would be so heartless and so indifferent.
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