What life is all about❤️

Clare pov😭 My life was never really just about me or what i want. All my life i have been trying to be good enough just so my people could finally notice me or be important for once. I was 17 years old and still in high school and I did stay with my grandparents since my parents couldn't take care of me. My father never really cared about me he used to before he got married and just throw us away. We used to be closed but everything change once he did leave my mom and us behind he did never return or help my mom to take care of us.😭 That was all i was writing today in my dairy about my past. I guess we all have a dairy i love writing and reading so am writing everything about how am feeling,my day and what am doing in my dairy."Please be seated the plane is about to take off",i heard the attendant voice. This was my first time flying and it was amazing at first i was nervous but when i was in the sky that all went away. You know that moment when your life is finally feels right and just how you wanted now that is how am feeling. When I finish school i did apply for college for Yale and then 3years after that I got accepted and was happy. I always wanted to go to Yale away from everything and everyone.😭 All my life i always wanted to do what my family wanted and what makes them happy. Am done doing that i think it's time to do something for myself and what makes me happy. Am Clare Clarkson am 22years old am small but not too small but people always makes me feel small. You know when you stand next to long people and you the smallest thats how they make me feel everyday and I don't mind. I love eating,sleeping and reading Wattpad.😭