MY EX'S BEST FRIEND

His hand was on my mouth, the other at the back of my neck. ‘’If you don't be quiet, I will make you kneel and shove my d**k in your mouth, you hear me?’’ Oh, I heard him alright and all I wanted at that moment was make a sound so that he can punish me. I love how he looked at me while he said because he was barely holding onto his control. I wanted to risk it all and just scream and moan so that everyone could hear me. “Where’s the fun in that?” I smiled when he asked me that, he always knew what was going on in my head. “I am going to take off my hand now, behave. Okay?” I nodded. He gave me another warning with his eyes before taking his hand off, then ran it down my cheek softly. “How long is he going to be here?” I asked. Cole shrugged, “Probably the whole weekend. He came in an hour ago while you were sleeping said something about his brother needing some privacy.” I groaned. Just like that, my whole plan was ruined. I had plans for this man Infront of me. I had been itching to put my hands on him ever since he took me out of that club drunk out of my mind and a crying mess. Let's take a moment and go back to how all this started. 1.OPEN RELATIONSHIP “What do you mean by open relationship? When did we have this discussion? Last I checked we were exclusive and we were not seeing other people, or was that one sided too?” I was pacing angrily now and in full blown tears. There was a sharp pain that had settled in my chest a few minutes ago and would not go away. I loved this man, he was all I knew for the last two years, well him and school. I spent my weekdays in school and spent my weekends in his house. We barely went on dates, and that should have been my first red flag. He always had pictures of activities he did the few weekends that I was not around but never pictures with me. I had been extremely stupid, and I was starting to see the error of my ways. “We never said it was exclusive.” I gaped at this tool of a man when he uttered that, and he did not look even ashamed. “Who discusses s**t like that Rohan, who sits down and starts discussing if a relationship should be open or not? Why did you ask me to be your girlfriend then, we could have just f****d and called it a day.’’ I got in his face and something in my head went off, he was barely that taller than I am, I am 4’11 and he couldn't have been taller than 5’6. “Look, I am not interested in discussing this with you, what's done is done and we cannot change it. If you don't want this anymore you can leave.” He waved at me non-cholantly in his weird cold kind of way. He had always been closed off, and my stupid ass had been attracted to him thinking that he was those brooding types. Turns out he just didn't care. He was a cold-hearted bustard that saw women like tools to use for his own pleasure. I looked around the room and realised i would have to sleep in the same bed as him as I had nowhere to go. I was a student, broke and relied on public transport to move around and it was in the middle of the night. I also happened to school in a whole different county that normally takes three hours on a drive, so a taxi was also out of question. “How long has this been going on?’’ I asked quietly. He sighed like he was explaining algebra to a three-year-old. “A year with Regina, a couple of months with Stace.” He answered. “Do they know that it's the same, an open relationship or are you lying to them too?’’ The bitterness in my voice was getting worse, and the tears were drying on my face. “They are friends” “Oh my God,” A sudden laugh escaped me, a loud laugh. “Of course they are.” I turned to him suddenly. “I am going to shower, don't be here when I get back.” “This is my room; you cannot expect me to leave.” He was finally showing some reaction. “Sleep in Cole’s room. He is not around anyway. I will be leaving early in the morning. I hope I never have to see you again.” I did not wait for him to reply. I took his towel and headed to the bathroom. I could feel fresh tears forming. I would not let him see me cry again, he was not worth it.