You are really effed up
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C H A P T E R S I X T E E N
Y O U A R E R E A L L Y F U C K E D U P
I did not know how to act around her any longer.. a part of me wanted her dead. A part of me wanted me to kill her with my very own hands. Sometimes when she came into a room I would immediately get annoyed by how much more chaos she has brought to my family... to my people.. but another part wants to hold her close and not let go anytime soon. I wanted to breath in her scent, hold her against my chest and play with the silky hair of hers. Trust me when I tell you that the first part has a way bigger place in my heart though. Every single time I saw my family, both biological and not, my heart ached and that first feeling grew even more.
The only time the second part ever showed up was at 3 am when I would have one too many drinks with the group and they would all try to find someone for the night. I looked for her in other people...
Pathetic I know..
“What you thinking about?” she asks, taking a seat beside me as I took another sip of my drink.
“Deep s**t huh?”
I took yet another sip, attempting to ignore her presence as if that would make her temporarily disappear. But instead it had quite the opposite reaction, in one moment she grabbed a hold on my drink and pulled it away from me before pulling me to stand up too.
“What do you think that you are doing?” I sigh.
“Oh so he does speak! Come on, you gotta sort your s**t out and get this out of your system. I would tell you to take it out on someone, but knowing you, you would probably look for her in every girl in this room, so no point in doing that.”
“That is bullshit, and you know it”
“Oh yeah? Show me then. This blue-eyed chick has been staring you down ever since I made my way here. She keeps looking at you and giggles, go. Show me how it is done.”
I looked at the girl from the corner of my eye before turning around. I am not what Kayla thinks, I am not hung up on some girl.. especially not her..
I took a deep breath before letting it out and whispering “you’re going to regret this” before making my way over to her and staring in her eyes. Before anyone knew it, she was all over me and her lips were on mine. I walked back over to Kayla with a smile on my face, knowing damn well I had not lost it, she was the one who did.
“See?” I said annoyed, yet strangely proud. She did not cross my mind for a second when I was kissing the other girl.
“Yeah, I do see. You just proved my point. You are really f****d up right now, aren’t you?”
“What the f**k are you talking about?”
“The old you would take her back and return after no less than 15 minutes. This? This is not you..”
“Come on, we are going” I sighed before heading out.
“On second thoughts, we are not leaving. Me and her are” I said looking back at the chick I just made out with.
“You do you, just come back, don’t lose yourself”
T h e n e x t d a y
E l l a ‘ s P O V
I made my way down the stairs with what could be the worst headache I have ever had..
"If I have to hear you and your.. guests.. until the morning for another night I am going to finish what I started and finish you off" I said as soon as I say Nik heading into the kitchen.
I had been up all night due some guests being over... or under, him.
"Oh yeah? How? With those skills of yours. You can barely punch me without breaking your knuckles-"
"YOU b***h"
"What the f**k did you say?" I asked quickly wrapping my left hand around the right one, trying to decrease the pain that I caused upon myself.
He looked me dead in the eye before spitting out some saliva and blood. Ohhh his lip was busted. I could not help but smile at the sight in front of me. I did that to him. I f*****g did that!
Every second of pain was worth it, because for once I saw his face without his stupid little god complex smirk on it. Adrenaline started pumping in my body and I wanted to hit his stupid face a hundred times more.
"I thought I taught you to defend yourself better than this" Alex walked into the kitchen joining us.
"And you need to ice that. As powerful of a punch it was to his face, it was to your hand as well" she said walking over to the fridge before getting an ice bag out and giving it to me.
Yeah no kidding, is it possible to break a bone because of punching someone...? This s**t hurts.
Still worth it by the way.
"You always have those ready in case of injuries ?" I ask noticing that there were multiple similar bags in the freezer.
"Better be prepared"
"Someone will need plenty more of these in the upcoming time" Nik said drinking some cold water before spitting it out along with some blood.
"Good... morning" Elijah said walking into the kitchen and seeing the ice bag on my hand as Nik dried the blood from his lip. He chuckled lowly before going over to kiss his wife.
"Maybe you should have them do this.. supervised" Alex suggested and I was not entirely sure I got what she meant. Elijah on the other hand definitely did.
"Maybe you're right" he agreed. "6pm, the house gym. Me and Enzo will meet you both there"
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