The lost smile

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"I am injurious to your life," I mumbled while hugging him I am addicted to you he replied huskily in my ears I felt chills in my spin suddenly he smashed his lips on mine my tears rolled down and it's tasted between our kiss he pulled apart and snaked his hand around my waist he kept on chin on my neck and fanned his hot breath on me. Please let me live in your lifevi signed heavily I was in the between of the chose my darkness or the light which he is I am already suffering for you and why torment me even more I am the one whos already intoxicated to you but you disgrace me like that a public it's your fault that I am being cold with you he said with sincerity he is true that I disgraced him he was the light which shine and spread happiness but I am the darkness who only end the happiness of other people lives to whom to ask why I am like this the world is as if mute for mevi didn't find moment of joy even time was like a without a sign I closed my eyes to think and decide my path Xavier with a smile face came in my dreams

Slowly I opened my eyes and saw his gaze on me. "Even after meeting you I didn't meet you I didn't know why After a miles of distance and unknown series Yet I felt attached to you I am scared that my darkness may end your shinei was the reason of my father's infront of my eyes he took his last breath I am a druggist , smoker , alcholist and a murder of Emily's father I break down and trembled with agony . I Confessed my feelings to him to him štaring at my feet he caressed my cheeks and gave a slow kiss on my eyelids it's a past now I will be with you give us a he mumbled on my lips with a hope he gave a assured smile and you have a runny rose he chuckled while teasing me my eyes grew wider and frowned with embarasment he frowned his bankercheif and took it with a huff we walked out of that boxing club and he took his car come let's go I will drop you I walked past to my duke bike I wore my helmet and ride beside his car. His eyes lingered amazement and surprise.

If he is giving me a hope and courage to live a new life then let me gamble a chance to my new life and be with him I have gave him a lost smile which be bring back to my face. "Okay I am giving you a chance . But think it twice " Do you want a bad girl in your life , I asked him with a doubt that he may reject me I don't need to think twice for you, Miss. Danger! "So wanna race with me I asked Him with a smirked" Yes sure ? He started this engines and of his car and I accelerate the bike his car moved beside my bike . I swiftly accelerate my bike and went ahead of him As I turned back to see him suddenly a flash of light of a car flicked my eyes . I closed my eyes due to light ears. I got off guard within a second a car horn infront of me achoed in my ears. I was few inches hitting bike to the car thank god I put a break on my bike and stopped my bike I got vision when I hit Emily's father with my car I went a numb and a guilt arose inside me and panickedly halt my bike Sophia are you okay

Xavier stood my side and asked worriedly Move back . He removed my helmet and hold Mya face with bother hand moved sli back slight are you okay he asked me again I clasped him into a tight hug and treamble in fear move back I slight back and sit on the bike I was hugging him from behind his holds calm my nervousness I will always there for you he said and rode the bike we reached to his house and was holding me Mrs danger we were sitting half an hour let's go inside my parents are watching me he said shyly he rubbed my hand and averted his gaze to his house window where his parents were stand so what I am with you if you are ashamed of me infront of your parents I growled and removed my hand from his chest he interwind his fingers with mine and showed our interwinds hands to them mom and dad they gave me chance he yelled happily his parents grinned to from ear to ear and nodded their head in response this was huge encouragement for me to start relationship his parents are unexpectedly very supportive.

Sometimes I envy he got a best parents to support him we entered in his house his parents welcomed us a Maya hugged like her own daughter she adored me I proud of you that you gave the light to shine in your life Maya mumbled , while tucked my hair behind my ears suddenly the door got opened ria entered in the house too her eyes were puffy and she looked frightened Xavier I need your help she said in panickedly voice there was a fear in her voice everyone got worried for her and Maya asked her why are you shivering ria aunt Maya I need Xavier help what help you want ria Xavier unwimed his fingers with mine and move towards ria as his warm hand away from me my hands turned cold there was a emptiness felt not oy in my fingers but in that heart too she embrace Xavier into a hug he runs his finger in her hair a pang of jealousy felt in my heart I know she is his friend not more than that but there is a feeling or jealousy still She glanced at me I murmured , " I want to talk alone with you."