The lost smile

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My hands were sweating and gulping my saliva with nervousness. Xavier and I stepped inside his house. It was a mansion, his father was the billionaire of the London. But he never show off it saliva he was always grounded and humble with everyone. "Mom and dad. Come downstairs Sophia, my project partner has come xavier yelled while keeping his jacket on the hanger. The interior was beautifully carved and antics. A aged lady around forties with a few grey hair and wrinkles on her face but her eyes were similar to Xavier. She had a fair complexion and wore a different attire,which I was not familiar with. She came with a humble smile and said in a sweet voice,"Oh, Nice to meet you sophia. Then, a grey-haired man came following her and flashed a small smile to me and said, "Welcome dear " His mom Maya was very sweet she tried to comfort me.Then Xavier took me to his room where we started plan about our project. The temptest was our project topic it's a story of a shakeshpeare about the girl who was bad-tempered. we made some slides on his laptop. As we took a break and lied on his bed. I looked around his room was filled up with his family pictures. It was neat and tide infact my room would messy. I have heard that mostly boys room are untidy and messy! but he proved the myth wrong. He is totally a good mama boy I glanced back at him, g he was staring at me with a huming gaze I quickly rose up from the bed and mumbled, "I am sorry" He sit next to me and whispered, "It looks like a crocodile was lying on my bed his serious face was exchange with a loud laugh. I huffed that he called me a crocodile So, I took the pillow from his bed and beat on his back a while running from above the bed to the tables suddenly, he caught my wrist and jerking my hand from his grip. We both fell on the bed big thud sound His hard body were on the bed and I was on him with a The pillow cotton were scattered in the room and our lips were inches apart he pecked on my nose and touched his lips on mine. I felt so good with his touch that I started kissing him back when we both pulled opart, his eyes flicked with regret 'I mumbled with courage he captured my lips again hungrily and started playing with my tongue for dominancy. I don't want to know what possessed me, his scent or his touch that I wanted more then a kiss he rolled my and his body was on mine He pecked on my lips with few seconds pause. I was still satisfied not and wanted more from him. But then I realized when he grinned from ear to ear. What I did was wrong "Get the f**k off me, I pushed him and stand back on my feet - His eyes grew wider shock replaced happiness. "Not again, Sophia he shushed me and stomped on his feet He banged the door while closing it. I stattled by the sound and anger of his - My heart twitched in pain and tears streamed from my eyes I don't want to hurt him, but it true that i don't won know what I was doing. But he should under stand that he is a good boy and I am bad girl with dark past and bad habbits. I felt that the loneliness were running to pull me under the darkness. Suddenly, the door got opened and my heart was delight that finally he came back his mother Maya asked me while caressing my cheek I averted gaze to her may and controlled my emotion want tears come I don't want her to see my Tears that I am loser "You can cry infront of me tears are not the sign of loser but it's a strong emotion to show that you don't buried yourself inside your hearts she said in a pleasing way. I was astounded that from she caught the right thing which I wanted to hide from everyone Her vibes were so positive and motherly that I nodded my head in response and let my tears rolled down over my cheeks. "Am I a coward?" I questioned her what my heart wants to know the answer. I would say that have a fear. You know after fear is death and Beyond fear is life . Live your life fearlesslys she my tears and showing the tears drop she said again This is not a sign of cowardicy but bravery xavi told me that have gone through a lot. Same had happened me but a second chance

to my life. Don't pushed the things away but let people give you a hope She caressed my cheek and her vision were reminding me of dad land hope. like he was asking me toh follow the heart. "Where he is?"I asked her she gave me a smile and She replied me "He will be in the kitchen doing Go and talk to him I furrowed my eyebrows what he is his doing in the kitchen. "Whenever he would be angry he bakes cookie " she chuckled with admiration of her son I have a slight smile that he is totally different. I walked in the kitchen and saw him without his short and wearing an apron. He was mixing the batter angrily and rumbling with himself. As twent closer to him, his perfect perplexed muscles and fair toned skin were inviting me to touch him.He turned his gaze towards me amd his face went expression less mail dovers in and best So his face went . I sauntered towards him and stood next to him. "What you woont now "You can go now as our project work has been done," he said in a stern voice.

"Xavier."

"Leave now, Sophia."