Soulmates

Chapter fifteen - It's our decision

Melanie's POV:

Everything passed the way we wanted it. Our guests were happy. They enjoyed the gift we gave them. I knew it was a good idea. The best thing about the wedding was Jason's proposal. Katy was so happy. I can't believe that she is pregnant. She looks calm for now. The girl is still in the fourth month. They don't know the gender yet. I'm sure that whatever it is, they will love it. Jordan and I are officially invited to their wedding. I believe they will make it after the baby is born. Good things take time. Our wedding is an example. It took us months to plan everything. Mostly, that is because we wanted to do everything alone. I'm glad that this day is over. The only problem is that I don't have a reason to wear the dress. I should say that Jordan made me wear it at home. At least I slept in my pajamas. I expected him not to let me take it off. It's not like I mind, but it's not that comfortable for sleeping. Well, I will keep it for now. There might be an occasion when I will need it. The good thing is that I can remove some layers. If I can't wear it outside, I will do it inside. Jordan will appreciate it. The boy fell in love with the dress. I did it, too. It caught my eye the moment I saw it. The wedding is over, and we should go back to work. I hope our business will keep growing.

The weekend is over. Jordan made me wear the dress at home. At least that was for a few hours. I know he loves it, but I don't feel comfortable walking like that at home. Well, he took some pictures of me in it. He can't decide which one he wants for his phone wallpaper. Mine is a picture of us after the ceremony. I want to feel this day so special, but it's not. I can't understand people's excitement about it. This is one day. It comes and goes like the rest of them.

I woke up and checked the time on my phone. It was only 8 am. We gave Cassie and Josh a free day. Let's say that we wanted to be alone for some time. I prefer to be focused on the shop. No matter that everyone else insists on this trip. I'm not going anywhere. My job is my happy place. Why can't they understand it? I love what I do. I turned around to see Jordan. He was still sleeping. Are we too different? Sometimes, I feel like people can't accept who we are. I was lost in my thoughts when I felt a kiss.

- Good morning.

- To you, too.

- What are you thinking about? It better be me.

- Us.

- What about us?

- Do you think we are too different?

- Too different from who?

- Everyone.

- No, why?

- I feel like people can't accept who we are.

- We won't go anywhere. You can calm down.

- It's not only about that.

- Then what?

- It doesn't matter.

- When should we meet with the owner of the place?

- Are you sure about this?

- Yes, why?

- Because there is no turning back.

- I would love to work with you. It's like a dream come true.

- I only wanted to make sure you are ok with that.

- Hundred percent. You can wear the dress to work.

- Will you stop with this? If you like it, you can wear it. - I said, chuckling

- I don't think it will fit me. Otherwise, I would've done it.

- Does this mean you love the dress more than me?

- What? Of course not. Why would you say that?

- Because you want me to wear it all the time.

- You look pretty in it.

- So I look ugly without it.

- No. Forget it. - he said, and I laughed

- You are so easy.

- Why do you keep doing this to me?

- Because I love you. - I said and kissed him

- Can't you express your love differently?

- No. Otherwise, it won't be funny.

- Fine. Let's go to eat. I'm getting hungry.

- As long as you help me with the breakfast.

- Deal.

After breakfast, Jordan and I went to work. This is my safe place. I have no idea why, but I feel good here. That is the reason why we wanted to work alone today. I have nothing against Cassie, but I needed a day for myself. I can always go out and do something. The thing is that I wanted to work. This satisfies me enough. I opened the coffee shop and ordered everything. After some time, the customers started coming. I made two angel wing shots. This will always be my favorite drink to make. It's simple, and people love it. We had a success with it.

- Can I know what this is?

- Hey, Chelsea.

- Answer me!

- What do you want to know?

- You two were supposed to rest, not to work. Where is Cassie?

- I gave her a free day.

- Why?

- Because she needs it. Josh is also free.

- Did you two lose your minds?

- What do you want? This is not the place if you want to put your mood somewhere.

- No, it's not that. Why can't you enjoy life?

- I do it my way. Now, if you won't order something, move. There are people behind you.

- I want a latte. - the woman said

- You just got married.

- So what? This doesn't mean that I will change my life.

- This is your mistake.

- Here you go. - I said and gave the drink to the woman

- I want a long coffee. - the man said

- Are you ignoring me?

- No, I only don't want to talk about this now.

- So you do it.

- This is for you.

- Thanks. - he said and left

- Chelsea, I don't have time for this.

- You have everything, and you don't want to use it. - she said with tears in her eyes

- Hey, are you ok? What happened?

- He thinks I want to move out. I heard him talking with Noah and Jason.

- Who Dylan?

- Yes.

- He heard you talking on the phone, saying I'll move out. It was around two weeks ago.

- What?

- Jordan told me.

- Hold on. I was talking with a client. I said something else. I will move IT out. She wanted to remove something from her house.

- You should tell this to Dylan.

- This is why he is not talking to me.

- I guess.

- I'm sorry about all this. I think you need to rest.

- I know, but I feel good here. This is my rest.

Chelsea and I kept talking. I found it weird that she came to say all this. Then, I understood the problem. It's called Dylan. I thought they would've fixed their issues before the wedding. Maybe they need more time. Dylan isn't right for being mad at her. She won't move out. Also, she has nowhere else to go. I mean, she is always welcome at home. Katy and Jason will accept her, too. This is not the point. I kept working in the afternoon. After some time, the girls came.

- Hello.

- Hey. What can I do for you?

- I'll have coffee. - Natalie said

- I want an orange juice. I don't think coffee is for babies. - Katy said

- No problem.

- How are you?

- I'm fine. Chelsea was here.

- She told us that you were here alone, so we decided to come and see you.

- Thanks. Dylan thinks she will move out.

- Why? - Natalie asked

- He heard a phone call from her, but the boy didn't hear everything. They will talk again.

- It takes them a lot of time to admit the obvious. - Katy said

- True.

- No offense, but why are you here alone?

- I gave Cassie a free day. I wanted to be alone for some time. Jordan did the same.

- Is there a problem?

- Sometimes, I feel like when we do something for ourselves, we are the bad ones.

- We are sorry for pushing you so much. All we wanted was for you two to have fun. - Natalie said

- I know, but we do it differently.

- Is it only that? You look upset.

- I don't know. I woke up like that. After the wedding, I'm not much in the mood.

- You two did great. I liked everything. - Katy said

- Thanks. The problem is that I don't feel anything.

- What do you mean?

- I don't feel energetic or on the moon because I'm married.

- This might take you some time.

- Both of us feel weird.

- You will get used to this.

- I hope so.

The girls kept me company until I had to close the shop. They had a free day. I know why I feel like that. It's because of what Jordan told me. I still can't believe that we did the same thing. Now, we are together. I don't understand. Something is wrong here. I feel like someone saved us back then on purpose. Let's say that the thought of losing him is making me upset. Nothing will happen, but I can't stop thinking about it. When I closed the shop, I went home. Jordan was already there.

- Hey, how was your day?

- It was good. Calm.

- I can say the same. We needed this.

- Yes, sure.

- Are you ok? I don't see my favorite smile.

- No, it's here. - I said and smiled

- That's a fake one. Melanie, what is going on? I know when you are hiding something from me.

- Nothing.

- I know you better than you know yourself.

- Both of us could've died, but someone saved us.

- I told you this was in the past. I think you should stop thinking about this.

- But I can't. I can't accept the thought of losing you. - I said, tearing up

- You won't lose me. I won't go anywhere. I will always be here with you.

- Do you promise?

- Yes, I do. I'm not leaving you for anything in the world.

- Thanks. It will take me some time to accept this.

- I made a mistake telling you.

- No, you didn't. I deserve to know what is going on with you.

- I was young and dumb. I would never do this again.

- I'm glad to hear this. Do you want us to have dinner together?

- Yes, but I want something else first.

- What is it?

- A hug. Can I have one?

- Even two. Here you go.

- Thank you. This feels nice.

- I know. Why do you think I snuggle all the time? - I asked, and he laughed

- Point for you.

- I love you, angel.

- I love you, too, angel. Forever and always. You are only mine.

Jordan and I made dinner together. Later, we ate it in the living room with a movie. I shouldn't be worried about him, but I can't help it. You get upset, even for the little things, when you love someone a lot. This is in the past, and I should move on. I know he won't do such a thing again. Neither will I. We have each other for support. This is more than enough. Jordan will keep my back no matter what happens. This is why we got married. I can't imagine being with someone else. No one will treat me the way he does. It's not about presents. It's about the care. I hope that we won't have problems and we'll have the happy life we deserve.