Roselle's P. O. V I had a conflicting feeling. Embarrassment, shame, rage, and confusion. My head was clouded and filled with hundreds of thoughts and worries that I couldn't quite figure out. What the f**k was I thinking? I felt embarrassed and ashamed at the way I threw myself at Samuel, and at the same time angry at the way he just left me. I have never been so sexually aroused or touched by a man before. I slowly scrambled to my feet, my shots up, my face was hot and red from pure embarrassment. Afterward, I left for my room to get a shower. I have only managed to make things worse for myself than it already was. My life was already stressful and hard as it is, and I'm falling for a high racked gangster with no moral compassion. I had almost let him f**k me into oblivion in hi

