writing camp+ Liberian Girl

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*English Version*

"I love you child so much" mama said and hugged me tightly and gradually disappeared and became One of the butterflies flying freely.

"I love you so much Mama ... I love you so much ...." After I said that my tears flowed and then I smiled sadly to myself. 'Fly high Ma, always be careful'.

"Son ... Kabi?" When I woke up I saw Dad smiling at me as he stroked my back. "Good morning Nak ..".

"Good morning Pa" I said then slowly got up and rubbed my eyes.

"Did Mom visit you?" Dad said to me then held my hand.

I just hugged Papa tightly and he hugged me too, and while Papa hugged me he also told me that Mama visited him in his dream and he was happy Because Mama was fine there, until I let go. in his arms and we went down to have breakfast. I'm happy to visit Mama in our dream today, even if it's just there to hug and see her again.

It's his birthday today and Dad and I plan that right after class he will pick me up from school and take us straight to the cemetery to visit Mama.

"Hey are you alright? .." Chelly asked me as I got closer to my seat, I'm already at school, Chelly and I have become friends and she doesn't spend much time with Shane and Rose.

"No ... I'm just thinking" I said while looking down.

"Tell me .. What are you thinking?" He told me to then sit in front of me and was excited to hear what I was thinking.

"It's Mama's birthday today" I began and smiled bitterly.

"Oh, it's your Mommy's birthday, why are you sad?" he asked.

"I'm sad because ... Because Mama is gone" I bowed when I felt the hot liquid that was about to drip into my eyes.

"I'm sorry to hear that .... I'm sorry" Chelly hugged me then repeatedly said 'I'm sorry' and while she hugged me I couldn't help but drip my tears that I wanted earlier come out of its fine genius.

After a while I calmed myself and then wiped away the tears that were still dripping. 'It's Mama's birthday so I shouldn't be sad because she'll cry when she finds out I'm sad' I whispered to myself and took a deep breath then slipped out of Chelly's hug and smiled at her to show that I was okay.

Gradually the students came and Bryan and Nathan were there. Nathan looked at me but Chelly told him that I was okay so he sat down. I was also back in my old seat where Bryan was sitting behind me.

The class has already started and as we answer the question on the blackboard ‘whether you will choose family or person You Love? And why? '. Suddenly a piece of paper was handed to me from behind so I opened it and read what was written on it.

'Are you alright?'

I took an extra paper and answered his question.

'Yes I'm fine..why?'

My letter then simply passed it behind me and then returned the focus to school

"Both .... I will choose the same and I will not give in to both..The family and the person I love .. 'I answered then passed it to ma'am in front of me she looked at me as if I was asking who I was so she just smiled I went back to my seat with him and waited for a while after ma'am's time was over because it was about to launch.

'Nothing .... is it f*******n to ask!?!?'

said the paper that was handed to me what is this man really, I turned my back and saw him smiling at me if I was sick of this man? why nothing seems to have happened to him.

'ring ring ring'

I heard the bell ring and my classmates passed on their answers so I got up to go to the canteen. Chelly and I went to the canteen together to hold hands.

"Look who's here !?" said Shane and Sarcastically applauded so people looked at us and murmured again.

"Shane..Please stop it, Kristen is kind and please guys we're not here to fight" Chelly protected me.

"Seriously? Are you with this woman? With a woman full of plastic and cheater two timer b***h !!" Shane shouted at me so the murmur of the students got louder.

"Do you think I'll miss it? Kuya Bryan and Nathan were also trained to go with you!" said Rose.

"And without you guys knowing !!! this beautiful woman just went to Rose's older brother's house!" Shane shouts at the students here so the whispering here that is all about me is getting louder and louder.

'oh my God the thickness of the porket face is really just that beautiful!'

'Punish that !!' shouted one of them as someone pulled Chelly away from me.

'Good for you..Witch b***h !!'

'Dirty girl !!'

‘Shameless’ they shout at me as they stone me with what what.

"Stop that! ... SAY STOP !!" we heard a loud one that stopped them all. I just felt like there was a jacket being worn on me and Chelly had already pulled me out of the canteen.

"Try to hurt him again, you can fight me !!" that voice ..

"Here, wear it first for the time being, just borrow those first, just give them back to me next time" Chelly handed me her clothes.

"Thank you ..." I said while still crying.

"Don't pay attention to them, because they don't know you and they don't know you ..." Chelly and I nodded and went into the CR to get dressed.

"Thank you ah .." I smiled at Chelly she just hugged me then smiled at me.

"No way ..." and we walked again and while we were walking we heard someone fighting so we stopped to see who I saw Bryan being beaten and I was shocked that it was Nathan so we quickly intervened. the two of them to separate them.

"Is that right !!" we swat with Nathan and Bryan.

"You idiot! .. don't expect him if you don't love him too!" Bryan shouted at Nathan.

"I'm Stupid ?! Can you look at yourself to find out why you don't love the woman you love" Nathan shouted back to Bryan.

"Nathan stop..stop it!" Chelly stopped him then Nathan calmed down and left, Chelly followed him so we were the only two here at the back of the building.

"Why did you punch him ha!?! Why are you fighting ha !!"

"No ... you don't have rum ..." He said to me then calmed down and looked into my eyes and smiled bitterly. "How I wish I was him" was the last thing he said then left in front of me.

I could no longer see Bryan and Nathan nor did Chelly when I returned to the room. I am here now and waiting for Dad to pick me up and we will visit Mom.

"Nak sakay kana" said Papa from inside our car. Our car? he's not as nice and tidy as Mila Bryan and Nathan's car but it's still usable and I'm more comfortable here than the duns.

"Are you ready?" Dad asked me.

"Opo Pa" I said after I kissed Papa and we left for the cemetery.

*****

"Hi Ma !!! happy birthday !! You thought it was 5 years since you joined Grandpa and Grandma" I said while holding back my tears and then looked at the sky.

"Is it good there Ma? I hope you're well and happy there ... I promise I'll take care of Papa, I also promise I won't take Papa's chicks!" I said so Dad made us laugh.

"Mom, do you know that this girl of ours has a boyfriend?" said Dad to Mom while looking at his tombstone. "It's really great to choose our son Mom! Because Bryan is handsome, rich and macho!" Papa said as if he was still very proud to say that to Mama.

"Anyway !, Mama might believe and Bryan might be a ghost!" I said and laughed then hugged Papa and we said a little prayer for mama then her favorite flower then said goodbye and went home.

I'm already here in my bed just after brushing my teeth and wiping, and while I can't sleep I think about what Bryan told me earlier.

"How I wish I was him"

Why? why does he want to be Nathan? why is he like that when he looks at me? why are those eyes sad? why do I seem to be hurting for him? why is he so mad at Nathan? Why did he tell Nathan that if you love someone you shouldn't expect it? Why?

"Hey ... what kind of rock is Bryan in my brain? ...... wait, he had a bruise on his face earlier ah ?? .... ahhhh !! is that the man I'm thinking about ? " frustrated I said then rolled on the bed.

*****

It's the day of our project today about "CHANGE" so I quickly took a shower and got dressed and then went downstairs and had breakfast and said goodbye to Papa. They said I had nothing to do, I was the total presenter when we did.

***

'flashback'

"So I don't do anything?" I asked them and they nodded, we're here now at Chelly's house, now it's very nice, it's like being in another country because they use high-tech here.

"Yap you don't have to do anything, you have to stand in front and we will talk and explain why this is what we thought ..." Chelly explained that Bryan is not there now because he said he has something to go on, it's important to him that Chelly took over first.

"Okay" I told them.

'end of flashback'

***

"Brother, please pay!" I said then handed the payment to the driver, the crowd here is very crowded. For a few moments I felt like someone was holding my legs on the side of my skirt because my legs were there so I moved but my older brother also moved I became comfortable, it's just that I'm here at school so I immediately went down with another student. it took a while for the jeep to leave.

I saw Bryan just arrive and he immediately came to me.

"By the way, yesterday I'm sorry— are you alright?" he asked when he noticed that I was looking at the jeep and holding my legs as if I was uncomfortable.

"Who ?! Who molested you in the jeep?" He asked me and immediately chased the jeep that was leaving and entered there, I just heard someone shouting there I would have gone there to find out why they were shouting there in case Bryan came down furiously then grabbed me and entered we are in school. The other students were still looking at us but my full attention was on the hand that was holding me now in my heart as if it had been released from my chest. We entered the library and went to the far corner and he leaned me on the bookcase, I was shocked to look at him.

"W-why? Why are you staring like that?" I swallowed my saliva when he came a little closer to me so I averted my eyes.

"I promise no one could ever treat you like that .... again" we both stared until his gaze dropped from my nose to my lips.

"Mi Amor" he whispered that I didn't hear because he rang the bell that the class was about to start. So he left in front of me with a sly smile on his face. It only took me a moment to hold on to my heart, Is that so? what is the speed of its pulse? I asked myself then calmed it down and left so that I might still be weak.

The representation of groups 1,2 and 3 is good, they have a good example and explanation about our theme today.

"Let's give them a round of applause .. Group 4 you start" so we got up and went to the front.

"Ready? ... GOOD MORNING MA'AM GOOD MORNING CLASSMATE THIS IS OUR REPRESENTATION !!" we said everything at once and took our places.

"So our theme is all about CHANGE! And in the way we thought we put a twist on our theme from CHANGE to TRANSFORMATION" said Chelly so I went to the center, the rest of our classmates laughed and just kept quiet when ma'am told them.

"We choose to pick her as our representative (Kabi) because we know people would laugh at her not because of who she is before but who she is now" Bryan said meaningfully that I felt like he was looking at me directly.

"Maybe others would think, why do they choose her? Why her? We choose her because we knew that even her physical appearance change but her personality we're still the same" he continued we all just listened to her as well as the rest of our group .

"Do you know who must be the person that must change? .... It's not her, its us ... Why? ... yes, we look great and we look beautiful outside, but how about inside are you beautiful inside ? Do you ask yourself if you are perfect ?, have you ever asked yourself about what you've done to this innocent girl? No, right? You won't know as long as what's in your heart is anger, jealousy and ridicule. "

"Yes I will admit that I am a Gago and pariwalang student but I am ready to change for the person I love, for the woman I love .... And I am ready to wait until the day comes when I am the man she loves ... I will That's for him even though I know I have no hope. " There is a streak of sadness in his voice and every word that Bryan utters and I feel that so when I turned around to look and ask is it okay? I saw the man ready to change for the person he loves, I saw the love and pain in his eyes so I avoided looking because I could not look into those eyes.

"So that's it ... That's all thank you" after he said that our classmates applauded and there were others who were crying, ma'am stood up and gave us a thumbs up so we went back to our seats.

"That's good ... That's the kind of student I want, a student who will do everything and is ready to go before getting and just getting what he loves and wants" said ma'am and wiped her eyes which were a bit teary at our representation earlier.

"I guess we already knew who won?" ma'am asked us and our classmates shouted and said we won and it was right because in the end we won.

"I didn't know you had a soft spot Mr. Jackson" said ma'am she smiled while the others laughed.

I'm happy because we won our group project while reading a book here in the library because we had a break and someone sat next to me and I knew who it was so I read that I wasn't comfortable because he looked at me.

"Hi Kristen! .." Christian greeted me. He was Christian earlier while I was eating during recess when he suddenly approached me and said "You know I've been crushing you for a long time" Christian and I were classmates and there was also a weirdo like me before but that's just kind of coming anywhere .

"You, how are you?"

"Yiee crush talked to me, I'll just fix crush .. I have a question for you crush" he said and this cute man also approached me a little.

"What's that?''

"Have you ever been hit?"

"I'm hmhmm .. I don't think so why?"

"Because I've been hit by you for a long time..yiee hehehe" I was surprised by this man's hirit but he made me laugh.

"Hahaha nice one ..."

"Won't you ask me?" we turned to the speaker behind me and I saw Bryan seem to be smoking.

"Ahm .. Did you hit that before B-bryan?" Christian asked incredulously.

"Of course .... I'll ask you, did you hit Christian before?"

"H-not yet why?"

"Because now you're really going to hit me!" said Bryan and almost punched Bryan when he ran ahead.

"That rascal will really hit me when he comes near you" he said while still looking at the door that Christian left.

"Let it be cute eh" I said and stood up to return the book and left as I leaned over and locked myself in his arms.

"What's wrong with you? Why do you always lean me against the wall? Do you know that it hurts in the back?" I said then he pushed and touched my back painfully now.

"I'm sorry ... I'm going to suck" then he turned me around and massaged my back.

"It's a pain for you to massage, maybe you forgot the person you're massaging is not appropriate!"

"I'm sorry because it's something"

"What did you say-"

"Let's do something ..." he interrupted what I said and smiled then left in front of me. I was once again left dumbfounded and shocked by the sisters he would make.

'We are something'

It's like I'm crazy walking back and forth to my room, walk there walk here and Bryan's voice echoes over and over again.

What the heck!!! Here again my heart was beating uncontrollably, it was beating so hard that it seemed to want to get out of my body and shouted very loudly and said.

"SHET !!! I LOVE MY BAD BOY FAKE BOYFRIEND !!"