Lost in lust

Chapter 4

He kissed me passionately without my consent. I could feel his tongue all over my mouth. His sweet perfume clouded my nose, his beard rubbing against my chin. After a few minutes, he dropped his hands down to my boobs. I felt wet.

“I can't wait to have a piece of this man,” I thought to myself.

“Let's spend our time together.” He said keeping a strong eye contact with me, his hands still resting on my boobs.

Before I could answer, he bowed his head and stuck his mouth into my boobs. I felt like having it raw with him at that moment.

He slurped it so good that I took off my bra for him to have access to my n*****s.

I started to moan. I moaned noisily like I was in the comfort of his bedroom. When I reached out for my panties to take off, he held my hand in hesitation.

“Let's keep the rest till tomorrow”.

I felt disappointed.

“Now, I have to anticipate tomorrow”

I walked slowly to my apartment, and I could feel my heart beating loudly

I felt tension flowing through my stomach.

I got inside and met Tianah seated upright with an inexpressive face.

Tianah is always a smart woman filled with life.

What could be on her mind? My heart pounded.

“Hey babes, what's good” I said trying to stir up the atmosphere

“Hi” Tianah responded

Just hi?

Ok.

I went inside to rest. I debated whether to confront Tianah about what Mike had told me earlier, but I declined that thought.

We both kept a straight face the whole night; behind our faces lay unspoken, sour, confrontational dialogue. But at the end of the day, we didn't give in.

At dawn, I woke up between excitement and tedium.

I speculated on how to go about the whole drama.

Mike hadn't cancelled his meetup with me

He invited me to his office and then over to his house. I feared it, yet I craved him so much.

“Let's see how good he f***s” I chuckled within.

I couldn't bear the excitement of meeting him, so I primed up ahead of time.

I got dressed joyfully, humming a slow song, while trying not to disturb “the second person.”

This whole time, I spotted Tianah scrolling through her phone mutedly. A Lot was burning through her heart to her stomach.

But trust me, I didn't care.

I got a call from Mike that he was four blocks away from my compound.

I could feel myself drowning in the ocean of excitement.

Meanwhile, in the present

The clouds quarrelled noisily. I peeped out the window, and it was about to rain.

I could still feel my heart bubbling from Mike's touch, and, burning of the dangers from Tiana.

Tianah had threatened to f**k with me from all angles.

I poured a shot of tequila, wallowing in the comfort of alcohol, my hair looking all goofy. I had been like that for days thinking about the damage Tianah could cause me.

“What if she goes too crazy and lets out the secret? I will be in jail” I cried uncontrollably.

I could hear my phone ping from afar, but I wasn't bothered. I had my mind clouded by many troubles.

Hours passed, and without hearing from Tianah, I heard a knock on the door. I feared. For a moment, I thought it was the police, “maybe she exposed my concealed weapon to the open”. I feared.

I stood up to check who was at the door. And for a moment I could feel my heart trembling. I opened the door and…

It was Mike.

I felt a sharp relief around my stomach. It was like a mould had disappeared from my chest.

“You haven't been answering my calls, Tima; I understand how you feel about the fallout you had with your friend, but.. it's you I'm drawn to”.

“Tianah is crazy… Tianah can go to any lengths to pull me down. What if she sends me to jail.?What if I go to jail…?” I confessed crying loudly. I could see sincere confusion on Mike's face. At that point, I knew I had spilt.

“Jail? What jail? He stammered in confusion and concern.

I muttered to myself slowly with tears flowing down my cheeks. I could feel the springs of tears gathering in my lips.

“Mike, you don't know Tianah. Her heart is as sharp as a dagger. She could go to any length to get whatever she wants. I'm scared of living in this house”. I tried opening up to Mike on how crazy Tianah could be if trampled upon.

Mike told me to take a few things and follow him over to his place till the whole issue is cool. After all, his place is safer.

I picked up some items and obeyed his request to his place.

He calmed me down with a glass of cold juice and showed me to the shower because I was in absolute danger.

In the late hours, Mike knocked at the door trying to check up on how I was coping.

“Beautiful, may I come in?” He said, wearing a smile on his face. I gazed at home, walking towards me, and I thought about how beautiful the creator's creation is.

“Tima, you're intelligent and adorable, you are kind-hearted and soft-spoken. That was what attracted me to you.” He said slowly with a friendly tone while sitting opposite me and holding my hands carefully.

“Don't beat yourself too much, Tima. Tianah isn't as good as you spotted her to be. Everything happens for a reason. Besides, I'm falling in love with you already. Let's build something really strong”.

These weren't my issues now. Sincerely, my fallout with Tianah was the least of my worries. Reporting the case that only we both knew about was my biggest problem.

“But I want you to be sincere with me. I have a question for you baby,” he continued.

“Is this something you're hiding? I mean something only you and Tianah are aware of? Please tell me about it. Is she threatening you with anything?”