Meow At Your Service

All of people will surely or surely experience a one time event that turned their life upside down, that's also the case for me. That time, my family and i are enjoying the day just like a normal one without the thought that that's the last day for our pillar of the house. For our Father. All I can hear that time was shout and full of cries that even i, don't know if i was crying too. Fast-forward. I was heartbroken, but seeing my mother who's staring at the blank space gave me chills, and i know that time that she had it hard, too hard. And whenever i looks at my brother, he has this guilt look on his face. He's blaming himself for being a scumbag who only knows how to make our father angry. We face so many hardship without our father, to the point that we can't even eat rice for a week/month. This continued within a year, i don't even remember that much from that year, all i know was, i am stupefy from all of it. I don't know, I don't really know. The only solution for us to get away from this void was to go back on the side of our lola's (Grandmother) my mother's mother. On the province, to be exact. I didn't expect that something will be add up to my life, and it's extraordinary.