Lilly Among Wolves

15:Ian's Regret

Ian growled, thrashing at Darius, trying to get out of his hold. Darius was not having any trouble holding him thanks to his vampire bloodline. Darius was stronger than Ian.

"Calm down and I'll let you go." He hissed against Ian's ear.

"I need her now before it's too late." Ian howled, trying to move away from Darius. He tightened his hold around Ian. Ian could feel pressure against his shoulder. He knew if Darius squeezed any harder he would break his arm.

"Calm down before I chain your ass Ian William Hillguard! " Darius ordered, glaring at Ian with bright red eyes. Ian fought for control over his wolf. It was harder than usual to get control his mate had just rejected him. Ian pushed his wolf in the back of his mind. He fought Ian, not easily letting their mate not be near. Ian pushed him back again making sure this time He had complete control.

"You in control? " Darius asked, squeezing Ian's arm just a bit. Ian hissed.

"Yes now let me go before you break my arm. " Ian said looking at him glaring and rubbing his shoulder.

"Why were you forcing yourself on her? " Darius growled guarding Ian's bedroom door. Ian could hear Lilly crying as she had escaped with Chester to Darius's room.

"She rejected me. I lost control because my wolf got rejected." Ian said sinking onto the floor feeling her fear from her blood. It made him feel sick what he had done.

"She freaking scared right now and you still shouldn't have lost control. You're of alpha blood, not a beta. She has been raised as a muse, they don't get the same rights as we do. They don't teach them about mates only to be a muse. Lilly only knows what your clan has told her, which has left her in the dark. I feel no remorse for your actions. I told you it would end up this way." Darius said sighing and glaring at Ian.

"I have to apologize to her."

Darius laughed not budging.

"let her be tonight you have done enough damage as it is." He said folding his arms. Ian shoved him out of the way going to Darius room. Darius was behind if he attacked again.

Chester put himself in front of Lilly like a protective brother. Lilly hid behind him not looking at Ian shaking.

"get out Ian. I don't want to talk to you. " Lilly ordered.

"Lilly please forgive me. " Ian said looking at her. She stayed behind Chester looking at the floor.

"Go away, Ian ." Her voice trembled as she talked. It broke His heart more. She hid further behind Chester where Ian couldn't see her at all.

"I'm so sorry, Lilly. " Ian said leaving, he had screwed up huge.

"Please watch over her for a few days. I'm not fit to have her as a mate." Ian said feeling his heart break more. Darius nodded at his friend sighing and moving out of his way. Ian left going back to His room and shutting the door.

Ian growled hitting the bed a few times, before collapsing on it. He had made a grave mistake and he wouldn't blame Lilly for hating him for the rest of her life. Ian had assaulted his mate and that was unforgivable.