Dear Dillon, After the last entry I felt so down. The anticipation was killing me. I broke down-- just cried a little actually. It was not because of the feeling that you probably declined me but because of the overwhelming feelings that I have stored in myself. We all have those moments where you just need to empty yourself out. Release bad energy. Re-examine the choices you have made so far. The stress of my exam was also getting to me. I prayed to God and let everything out. I said that I know there are things not meant to be and I trust him. Things happen for a reason. At 1 am today I decided to take a nap so I can continue studying with a fresh mindset. As my alarm went off one hour later, I thought I was dreaming when I saw a notification on my phone that you accepted m

