what if

I could feel myself slowly sleeping away into a deep sleep and than I felt myself rise it was as if I was dreaming but not really dreaming at all. This wouldn't be the first time I felt this feeling nor would it be the last I tend to have a very vivid imagination at least that's what my therapist says to my parent's I am a 15 year old girl who has dreams about so many things I feel the need to right them draw them. They are all on display in my room my parents not that I have any that I know of anyway. But who am I to get mad my foster parents are great Jack and Ally who get along well and can't have kids they seem very well invested in me seeing as they have had me for 3 years now and I have had a good life for a girl my age although I may not have very many friends. "Nadia" I hear a Ally yell causing me to roll over quickly and hit the hard wooden floor with so much force that it still doesn't wake me up. I'm not much of a morning person never was even now crazy right I have to get up for a prep school which is a highly paid one at that seeing as Ally and Jack adopted me last year I am officially their daughter which means they plan to give me nothing but the best which isn't a surprised I am an over achieve despite the fact that I have a very vivid and clear Imagination. In fact I am so smart I could probably skip the rest of high school. But hey what's the point in that when I am enjoying my life my young amazing life. "Nadia you don't want to be late your first day back do you" She yells. "Coming" I groan quickly standing up only to regret it when I feel the all the blood rush to my head making me dizzy and light headed. After hold my head for a minute I made my bed did my morning routine which went well until it was time to tame the beast upon my head you'd think I was a troll from the movie trolls. Maybe I should have auditioned for that I probably would have got the part for poppy only if I died my hair pink and probably my skin for extra points. After brushing my long black hair and putting it on a braid down my back and calling it a day I made my way down stairs bag in hand and fixing the girls tie that went with my new uniform. It was weird to think I was going to go to school with nothing but perfect rich kids who get tons of money for their birthday and eat what ever they want for breakfast. The only thing I wouldn't enjoy about that life is having no one cool to share it with seeing as I don't have any friends never liked to talk to other people. I mostly wanted to stay in my comfort zone and do school work go home and read a thousand book take a nice warm shower and got to sleep with another book in my hand and than wake up and make sure I didn't miss anything on my home work seeing as I do most of it on the ride home and some during lunch and than finish the rest while eating a snack it was really easy for me back than but the main question that has been haunting my very vivid mind is will it be like this now or will everything change. "Everything will change Nadia life doesn't stay the same forever honey" Ally sighs sitting a plate of warm fluffy pancakes on the table in front of a comfortable chair. "I was talking out loud wasn't I" I sigh walking over to the table and taking a seat. "yes you were honey" She sighs kissing my head and sitting down a glass of orange juice. Ally was always affectionate even when I came to live with her and Jack who are complete and total love birds s***h geeks they are the one's who read to me before I went to sleep but since I turned 15 I asked them not to even though I do miss the good times of sitting in their big bed reading about Shakespeare Romeo and Juliet and about young love heart break and war it was fun to imagine as they read to me.