The Distant Lovers

as i walked through town being only a 17-year-old girl who liked to be girly but also a tomboy, i was going to meet up with my best friends Damien, Sammi, and Ty. We have known each other since we were babies and have been inseparable since. We were always wondering what we were gonna do when we grew up and we were still indecisive. We were headed to our favorite hangout in town luckies, it was just a little cafe that was always a great hangout spot. We could hear this roaring coming down the road. We knew It must have been the local motorcycle club, the REBEL REAPERS. I know they sound badass but their vp was someone i grew up with as well. He was one of those guys that helped me with everything, he was always so damn overprotective, always sticking his nose into my damn business. Jameson was his name. So as me and my friends are walking, Jameson sees me and of course, he has to be so nosey and see what I'm up to, he pulls up on what seems to be a brand new bike. My friends told me they would see me inside. Jax wanted to talk to me. He goes" Hey Dani, how have you been? And of course, me having a million things running through my head, I started rambling a million miles a minute to him and all he could do was laugh. I always get so damn nervous around him. He was just so hot,and deep down he was sweet and kind but such big secrets he had to hide from the world i really wish he would tell me everything, being that we have known each other since we were kids. The sad part about everything is that we lost touch when we got in our teens. As I flash back too the times of a teenager and i had moved away from home, I knew being far away from home for 10 years was crazy, but there were reasons why i had left the little town of Redding,california. You would think s**t wasn't crazy with a motorcycle club but it was and Jameson was different when he was with the club.he was more distant and also violent, but little did everyone know me and Jameson were actually secretly seeing each other, it was a distant love thing, and im not sure if that's a good thing or not, but we enjoy it, do i really want more out of this yes i probably do because through out the years i have developed feelings for this man. i cant wait too tell him how i feel tomorrow as we see each other. so as im laying in bed all i could think about was Jameson and how we were gonna make some sweet passionate love when we seen each other i knew it would be the right time too tell him how id felt about him, i wake up the next morning and think this is it dani todays the day i get so excited and tell my friends about how im gonna tell J how i feel about him and they said "i think you should wait dani". well i didn't list too them and later on that night i met up with Jameson he picked me up on his motorcycle, as i clutched onto him my feelings for him became so much more for him and my urges for him became more and more intense. as we get to his house he brings me inside he sets my bag and says he cant wait for the weekend he has prepared for us i was so excited that i was gonna tell him how i really truly feel. we sat there on the couch holding hands and kissing as i enjoyed every moment of it i just blurted it out "I LOVE YOU JAMESON"and i never want too be away from you ever i want too be yours and only yours. as he looked at me and said im sorry dani that cannot happen, i was like "wait,what, why not, he goes im not ready for that all i did was cry and looked at him and slapped him across his face and grabbed my stuff and left that was the last time i seen Jameson. that was over 10 years ago as i flashed back too all those times i know Jameson would ask my mother if she had heard or seen me at all and she would tell him no through out the years you'd think i would have gone back too that place, you know we never even got too the whole having s*x that night, reasoning of that was he broke my heart cause he couldn't even tell me why it is still a mystery too this day. that was until now.........the distance was gonna be finally over.