The worst day in my life has come and I am not prepared still with what will happen later. Dad woke me up too early and right now there are multiple strangers inside my room. Just like what I expected dad was surprised how the gown looked like but it is still beautiful, I guess? I managed to reason myself out. He agreed in the end, and now I am in front of a mirror, while the other woman is powdering my face. It feels... thick... I don’t what it is... but if I am not mistaken, it says foundation powder on the case, and I am sure that I am not comfortable with this feeling. WHAT’S THAT?! Another woman walked towards with something on her hand... is that a palette? Filled with different colors, I don’t know what it is for but I am sure that she will put that on my face, it feels so irr

