I am just seated here besides here like a stray dog staring at a customer eating in a restaurant from the other side of the window, and is just waiting for them to give us the mercy that we needed to be fed by them. Yeah, that’s what I look like right now and I think I cannot feel a single drop of dignity inside me anymore, because just watching her eat those big, fat, and juicy crabs makes me drool. I guess I have to settle with my saliva right now and the scent of those cooked crabs. I closed my eyes and imagined that my saliva is the juices of the crabs and I am sipping on it right now from the shell of it. If I cannot fool my stomach then I can at least fool my brain and endure this hunger besides it’s not been day that I haven’t eaten any food. And I know that humans can survive

