I surfaced out as I feel that I am going to lose my breath. I hope that I am far away from their attention when I stick my head out, especially no bullet will come and put a hole in my head. That’s too creepy man. Yeah it feels like that death is staring coldly right through me right now and I don't think that I can bare that feeling. I don’t want to die yet. Yes I still want to live a long life ahead of me, build a family and many more. My eyes are closed when I put my head out and I gasped for breath, the waves are so big because of the explosion from the deep. The waves are crashing on my head so I accidentally swallow salt water. I cough because it’s really salty. I think I will have a diarrhea later if I continue drinking this mess, the chemical from the submarine, disgusting as

