Life was back to relatively normal after about a month and a half. It had taken a lot of adjustment. It was strange to me how a year of dating and building trust in each other could be undone so quickly in a matter of a few weeks. It had taken time to get us back to where we were before. Almost immediately we fell back into our routine and I was grateful to have Daniel's help with Lily again. The emotional and relationship part of it took a little longer. I struggled a lot with making sense of my feelings. I tried to understand Daniel's perspective. I knew that it was probably hard to take something you thought you knew about yourself and your body and change it. I definitely understood a little more after his explanation that it was hard to trust someone and something you'd only known

