Evan Jay was looking at me. What is Jay trying to tell me? Is he saying he doesn’t want a relationship? “Evan, I want you, I feel the connection with you. Be honest with me, have you actually been around the gay lifestyle.” Jay asked. “I been around gays, I mean our cook Dean is gay.” I told him. “Yeah, he is gay. But did you ever hang out with him in a social setting outside of this home?” Jay asked me. “Well, no. You are the only one I actually hung out with in a social setting.” I told him. Jay sighed then said “I want you to live life in Florida. I want you to experience the gay lifestyle. Especially since you are newly out of the closet. I’m not saying we are breaking up or not going to get in a relationship. I’m just saying I want you to enjoy your life without worry.” “Are y

