OBSESSED WITH HIM.

Well, we had just broke up for our summer vacation. My favourite cousin Abi had promised to come and pay us a visit this summer. Upto now she hadn't made any contact of informing me that her promise was still sealed. I was in the sitting room watching a trending series that was the hot new release in netflix "the undying voice". when I heard a door bell ringing, my mom called out loudly “Joy go out and see who is at the door" I lazily got out of the mahogany chair obeying my mom commands to see who was at the door. Guess what it was Abi my cousin a jovial mood filled all over my face as I welcomed her in and made her feel comfortable.The series I was watching now it had lost interest to me and now here I was with this talkative cousin discussing different topics. It is like time had jumped and bedtime was welcoming us, due to the limited guest house in our palatial house, it happened that we were going to share my soft woolen king sized bed with her. I had no problem with that because Abi was the coolest and most irresistible human being I have ever come across. Days passed and now it was nearly one week since Abi had come to visit us. We were busy upstairs discussing campus life how each one of us was coping up with the life there, when we heard my mom calling out loudly “girls dinner is ready". Today seemed like a special night in our family my mom had prepared dinner very early than other usual nights. After we had finished our dinner we wished everyone goodnight and we headed to our bedroom, we were still stuck on figuring on what to do next. We decided to kill time by playing one of our favourite game ‘chess' as we awaited our eyes to be sleepy so that we could catch some sleep and visit dream land. We had played chess for long hours until both of us were bored and fed up, we couldn't play anymore and because the time to retire to our bed was ripe we climbed up on our bed ready to catch some sleep. No sooner had we covered ourselves with a cotton woollen duvet ready to enter into the world of dreaming than my phone rung. I already knew who was calling because over the last few days Abi was here, a new trend had developed of a guy calling at this time of the night and guess who was it, it was Abi's crush. Abi was using my phone to make her phone calls since she had lost her phone while at school. I turned to Abi and told her, guess what? your crash is calling Abi who looked sleepy after hearing who was calling excitement was full all over her face. I passed my phone to Abi so that she could receive her call. Gip was his name, the guy had been trying to shoot her shots to my cousin Abi but all his efforts did not bear fruits Abi was playing hard to get. That particular night Abi did something unusual, it was strange to me since it was the first night for her to do something like it since I started helping her with my phone. I assume that maybe tonight she was tired, Abi turned the loudspeaker of the call and one could hear their conversation may be she didn't want to strain this night to hear what Gip was saying I said that to myself. Oh hell I didn't believe what I heard from the call the guy was trying to s*x talk my cousin. I had to play dumb so that I could listen to this romantic dirty talk. I schemed a plan to pretend that I was asleep I covered myself with the duvet and pretended that I was dead asleep, seems like Abi had fallen into my plan as I wanted she got comfortable with spicing the s*x talk all my ears were sharp not to miss a single word of their conversation . Gip had a deep romantic voice which could make any lady to wet her inner pants, with the desire of wanting him to be deep inside. But not my cousin Abi that girl her feelings were a hard nut to c***k I wondered which man has ever managed to turn her on or what is her type because she seemed not to be turned by the s*x talk she was just talking for fun. I said to myself I wish my cousin Abi new that this romantic s*x talk had already drenched my pants. I couldn't bare it anymore the fantasy of having Gip inside me had become too much. I felt a spark of electricity had just jolted inside my inner thighs and already some dripping of wetness cascading down my brown thighs holy s**t the itching in my p***y was to much the desire to have him inside me pondering and smashing my p***y merciless increased. I couldn't control myself justice had to been done on my p***y ,and I didn't have any remedy. Aah I remembered of a story I had heard from one of my friend that she uses dildo to satisfy herself when her boyfriend is not around. But in my case I had to improvise my own dildo I figured it out that my middle finger will act as a good dildo in this situation. I couldn't wait any more second, the feeling of wanting to fill myself so badly inside my swollen vulva had grown too much I was craving for it. My middle finger slowly eases into my tight p***y feeling every inch of my finger. I was moaning slowly so that Abi could not hear my moans “hell yar yar ooh aah ah". The thirst of wanting all my finger deep inside me grows even stronger and faster as I feel more pain and pleasure it's an exciting feeling. My middle finger took fully control of me and I started thrusting with speed I lost control due to pleasure and all of a sudden I was moaning loudly. “umm ah oh yar" Abi turned to me s**t what are you doing Joy are you exciting yourself, don't say that this naughty guy has turned you on. She awoke me from my world of excitement. I looked at her filled with embarrassment and lacking the best answer to give Abi, finally I told her the s*x talked had turned me on and aroused my feelings there was nothing there to hide about it, it was obvious from what I had been doing. On the other end of the line Gip speaking “what don't say my s*x talk has aroused someone feelings, Joy is that......." Oh! no as Abi ended the call. Gip had over heard all our conversation with Abi. Abi finally asked I didn't imagine you could be turned on so easily to make matters worse over the phone. I gave Abi a cold smile. Imagination filled me that night of wanting to try s*x I was still a Virgin. What made me afraid of trying the act was the story I usually heard from my friends that the act is painful. But hear now I was so curious to try that act of making love but unfortunately I was not dating. I had never entered a love affair that seemed to be serious that describes my current situation of being a virgin. Am an introvert person who likes to be indoors most of the time reading comic books or watching movies I usually find it hard socializing with people, I feels as if am a bother to them. Feelings that I had already grown for Gip, my cousin's crush could not be gauge. If Abi could have known I wanted to snatch her crush she could have skinned me alive. I opted to keep my little secret safe not to start beef with my cousin.