Fate is like karma itself ,if not written or done it may never happen☠

I can never tell on what went wrong with me or what changed my nice and polite attitude into something capable of anything. As always l wake up early in the morning with no one at home but only our house helper Anny who is also nice and polite just like me, preparing breakfast. Anny has been working at our house since l was seven and you can say she is like a mother to me because she is the one who has been playing my parents roles for all those years. "All those years ", you must be wondering why .Am l an opharn ?, not exactly like but l have parents very wealthy ones who are always out traveling for their business.They are never there for me even in my school meetings.l think their role is to just shower money over me and go back to wherever they are getting it from . Anny is the only reason, l don't get embarrassed from other students at school during parents meetings because she is always there ."THERE" means in every part of my life and l appreciate that a lot from her . Anyways today is the start of my second semester at school and the truth is am not happy at all in going there except from meeting my one and only best friend who has also been by my side since my first entrance in high school. Lisa is my ride or die in everywhere ,she is always there. I can pronounce her as my heartbeat in every day l breathe in my life . She also comes from a financially stable family with her both parents there and not obsessed with making money just like mine .Lisa is also dating Michael ,one of the coolest, hottest guys in our school 'they say' but the truth is l just see a goofy, light like, tall guy who is always kissing and making out with my friend and that is so gross.And ugh, l hate that guy with all the things l have. Anyways, enough of talking about my outside life, let us find something for me to wear for school before Anny comes and pick me up from my cozy room. Nothing serious again , l will just wear an oversized Balenciaga hoodie with the same oversized neat bottoms and pair it with my Jordan Nike shoes. "Morning Jessica ",says Anny with her nice and soft voice ." Morning Anny mom, did you sleep well" , what did you prepare for breakfast am hungry ,unless if you want to see me dead"."chill ,chill My dear , hear is your matcha and some tacos for you" . "hmm ,this is better ,Anyways did mom and dad leave any words for me today or they did not come yesterday "."Actually they did ,but its same old words ", said Anny ."Ohhh ,l thought so , not parenty affectious enough".You guys must be wondering what kind of old words huh ,nothing serious just Tell JESSICA TO READ AND MAKE US PROUD BECAUSE WE SPEND MILLIONS ON HER.They have said this since l was in kindergarten and am not shocked at all because they are my parents after all."okay ,thank you Anny and bye ",l said in a rush ."ohh Jessica wait ,it's not like you are running for a driver or what "."what is it Anny moms"."What would you want for dinner today "she said with her lovely smile."French toast and crumble cookies with chocolate milk" ,l said running. "Noted ,okay bye",Anny replied. As l reached the school gates ,my heart pounding as hard as it can wondering what this semester bought in my life ,then l heard a familiar voice. "Jessica Obamaaaaaaaaa" ,said Lisa .I turned without any fear l started running with all of the energy l had ,l did not hesitate but l jumped at my friend with tears of joy filled my eyes ."Hi Lisa Curls ,how are you ", l said not letting her go ."Okay ,okay it's time to let go now ,Anyways how was your summer" ,she said. "I was in Japan for a holiday by myself as always because you did not come with me as you were with Michael, l shrugged. "Are you still angry Jess , Look am sorry but l will make it up to you this weekend because Michael has invited me and you to a pool party at his home and there you will also get to meet the most hottest guys here "."huh ,what does that mean am not interested you know", l said. "Come on Jessica, but this is the time to also get you a boyfriend, please (making the most cutest eyes)" , she said ."okay fine ,since you are insisting but if it's boring am going home", l said."cool ,lets go to class then we have a lot of catching up to do" , Lisa said in her happy mood. In Class "Good morning, students it's been long ",said Mr Campbell. "Anyways, lets start our first lesson. Today we are going to learn about love .Miss Obama what is love "."Love sir ,l think it's a feeling of absurd nonsense ,one only feels it when he / she is bored or maybe the person will be trying to run away from the reality l think",l Said and the entire class gasped."Why say so",said Mr Campbell. "Because love it's something that does not truly exist sir, it only comes and goes then leaves people hurt at the end of the day", l replied with all my braveness. "Ahhhhh class l think Miss Obama has a query here ,are you hearing what you are saying ", He said."Yah sir and l think it is making sense to me actually because not everyone has always been happy in love ,they are always getting hurt", l replied. "Jessica do you think everyone is hurt in love ,you know that being in love and receiving love is such a beautiful feeling as a person and l think you might not know that because you have never fallen in love with anybody yet but you will see when it comes, it's something not to runaway from easily Obama",he said with such care. Those words hit me hard ,then l started to think that what will really happen when am in love ,what is love ,will l ever fall in love l wondered (siren interrupting my thoughts)."I guess it is the end of class and l will leave you some with some homework, please find out the different stages of love for me ,have a safe journey", said Mr Campbell. outside campus "Jessica do you truly not believe in love my friend ",said Lisa ."l never said that it's just maybe l have never fallen or received any kind of unconditional love before",l replied. "ohh l understand but you have me am your friend l will help you okay ",Lisa said. "Thanks Lisa, l appreciate that from you , Anyways are you ( interrupted by a familiar voice). "Hey babe",said Michael. "Ohh babey, it's you we were just talking about your exciting party right Jess", said Lisa. l wondered why she was lying then l replied "yeah we were". "ohh that is great actually, worse coming from Jessica 's mouth you will never regret coming to the pool party because there will be a surprise", Michael said."Ohhh ,am wondering what the surprise will be", Lisa replied to him."something that Jess ,will surely like maybe",he replied looking at me with those blue annoying eyes. "Ohhh wait, something that is my liking l wonder what that will be (laughing),l said awkwardly."Ahhhh babe ,l don't think this Jessica will ever like anything, she is just my beautiful best friend Jessica only ,said Lisa also laughing awkwardly."Anyways babe see you ,am going for practice, bye Jessica", Michael said . l don't know what happened but l felt something after that ,a feeling of strangeness that made me start to wonder why was Michael talking to me like this.