Love or money

What is wrong with me .

I don’t know how I got home but I didn’t even bother to check if my mom was home or not, I rushed to my room and I started crying like a fool, why didn’t I see Jake this way before, what person think so cheap of his girlfriend and to say I have kept myself all this years and still he thinks I will sleep with Mr Avian because of money. I know my mom will be happy to find out that he ended things with me but I won’t let that happen. I know he said those words because he was angry and I can’t blame him, I will call him tomorrow, I’m sure he would have calmed down by then, I cried through the night till morning. I woke to my mom voice, this woman won’t let me rest and hurried off from bed and went to see why she was calling. Good morning mom, Heaven Mr Avian has invited us for a party and you have to go alone because I will be traveling to go see your grand mother. My grandmother has been ill for the past months and I hope nothing happen to her because even tho we do not have that bond it will hurt mom if anything were to happen to her, I didn’t argue with her about the party because it will be pointless but I know I won’t go, my mom said Good bye and asked me to be good and make sure to go for the party. I did all my work and called Vivian, told her everything and she is willing to help me with Jake even tho she wants Mr Avian for me, I have called Jake like 200 times but he didn’t pick, I and Vivian came up with a plan to get Jake to talk with me and I hope that works out. I got ready, styled my hair and wore a mini gown that looks pretty good and it’s Jake’s favorite color, did a little make up nothing too heavy. I took taxi with the hope that Jake will be in his apartment, I got to his apartment and opened the door because I have the key to his apartment only to meet him in a bad state, it happened that he has been drinking and he look terrible, I felt so bad that all this happened because of me, I rushed to him and took the bottle from him, I’m sorry Bby, believe me I didn’t do anything with him, I tried everything to convince Jake and finally there is hope. He also apologized for the way he spoke to me. we made up, I’m so happy, I have my boyfriend back and Mr Avian can go to hell, I stayed with Jake till evening because my mom wasn’t home to lecture me. I got a call from a modeling agency and it seems there’s a tiny hope of getting in, I have to prepare for the audition, Jake wanted me to stay but I had to refuse, my mom is not home but I feel is not right to start sleeping outside because of that, I went home, ate and was ready to go to bed but a knock on the door made me rush to see who it was, it happened to be a delivery guy and I wondered who could have sent me the package, I reluctantly opened the box to see a beautiful purple dinner gown and a black heel inside the box, I checked to see if there was a note but nothing and as I was trying to guess who it could be, I got a call from Mr Avian and how could I not have guessed, I didn’t want to pick up because of Jake but I needed to hear what he has to say. Hope you like the dress, I want you to come to the party wearing, I won’t be coming and the only way I will attend is if I can attend with my boyfriend and to my surprise he said okay ! I don’t know how I will convince Jake to go with me to the party, I just want to show this man that I’m happy with my boyfriend.

I managed to convince Jake, I don’t know how I did that but he agreed. I plan to look my best but I’m definitely not going to Wear the dress Mr Avian gifted me. I wore a black open back dress that compliment my skin, I straightened my hair and let down, I look so good I must confess, Jake almost didn’t recognize me. We got to the party and I must say it’s a good party, met Mr Avian with girls hovering over him like bees over a honeycomb but why do I care. I tightened my grip on Jake hand and I have never been so glad over the fact that humans have no right to read minds. if not Jake would have known what was on my mind. The party was fun and Mr Avian didn’t even come close to me just the occasional eye contact that we were giving each other. Jake is here but not here, he has really change, he didn’t even look at me once and I was the one holding his hands and doing all the best couple display. I got tired and headed to the ladies to touch up my makeup. Walking out of the rest room I run into Mr Avian and this man didn’t even say anything to me, Nice party I said, thank you miss and I do hope you’re having a great time. I can’t help but notice how handsome he look tonight and his full lips, what is wrong with me, he walked towards me, you look beautiful even tho you didn’t wear the dress I gifted you, his hand moved the strand of hair on my face and we stood looking at each other . We were interrupted by his phone, I ran out to meet my boyfriend, Jake was busy on the dance floor dancing with this girl and I can’t deny that I hate his gut, We came to the party together and he is busy dancing with another girl, I mean he was rocking another girl. I got angry and left the party, I was waiting for a taxi, get into the car ! I know that voice so well, Mr Avian I said and I didn’t look back, I got into the car, where to? Anywhere peaceful I answered.