I want my love Back

"You're being heartless right now, Ares. You're not thinking straight. How could you tell me to do such a horrible thing. That's a real sin," I tried to sound as calm as I could though in reality I was freaking out inside. Ares, took a deep sigh, sat up in his king sized bed and glared at me with so much hatred for a moment I forgot he was the same person who confessed his love to me just a month ago. "This is all your fault! Why did you have to so recklessly sleep with someone you rarely know." "You're no stranger to me, I've practically known you my entire life, we attended the same kindergarten, middle school and now highschool. It was you who doesn't know me since you wasted not even a second of your time to look at us the no bodies. I've been crushing,on you longer than you expect." "Well!" He grunted getting up from his bed and headed for the wardrobe. "Look where that big crush has got you," he said in mockery picked out his purse, took out something and tossed it at me. "Hey," I cried out as the small rectangle shape hit my forehead. I bent down picked it up but was suprised at what it was. A black platinum card, the ones that never have a limit as to what you spend. "Ares, what's this for?" I asked waving the card in his face. I wasn't sure what he wanted me to use it for. "Why do you think I've given it to you? To go baby shopping, buy baby cribs, toys, clothes and all that. Ofcourse you're going to use it to abort that thing inside you. I don't want it. Am too young to become a dad and even if I was ready I would never wish for you to be the mom. No way I would let my children inherit that ugliness of yours," he yelled at me, clearly not regretting a thing he spat out. I raised my eyebrows confused. "This is our baby, we can't..." "Shut the f**k up," he spat looking straight in my eyes, with a dark scary dangerous look on his face. "You going for abortion. I don't care if you die doing it. Just take out that thing." I felt my whole world crumbling down at his words, I felt suffocated, it was almost as if I was having a heart attack. "I thought I meant something to you?..I ..," He stopped me mid sentence. "I don't remember ever saying that to you." "You said you loved me. I believed you, I even lost my virginity to you. You said you would do anything for me. Isn't this the time for you to prove it." He pushed me against the wall and held both my hands behind my head to keep me from moving. "People say alot of things they don't mean when they want to get something. Just take a good look at yourself. Am not sure you even own a mirror. You're ugly, plain, for one to realize you're female with those second hand clothes you wear, they have to get a microscope. No sane person would ever fall for that." he paused scanned me with disgust from head to toe with his brooding dangerous eyes. The same eyes that had come to make me feel I could be loved just the way I was. "Am sorry to break this to you dear but I don't date classless trash." His words cut deeper than a knife, I felt like I had just been stabbed in the heart. How could he be so cruel to me. I gave him the most delicate part of me, my poor heart, how could he toss it away like it's nothing. He grabbed my hand, forced me to walk out of his private hostel and shoved me right into a waiting Uber. "Make sure you get that thing removed or else you'll get what's coming to you," he shut the door in my face. Tears flowed uncontrollably from my eyes, I felt like a fool for having lost myself in his sweet little lies. I believed him, gave him my everything even when I knew he didn't deserve it. How could he be so cruel, so heartless, so selfish. I placed my hand on my belly. As much as I didn't want to kill my child, I had nothing to do. I couldn't raise a baby on my own, not even when his father wants nothing to do with him. "Am sorry dear." I whispered to myself as I watched the driver start the engine.