This whole week has been s**t. Absolute s**t. I spent the first few days doing everything I could to f**k Bou. He never gave in and it was really messing with my head. We had already had s*x, what was the big deal now?
Was I bad at it? Bou is a s*x demon, maybe I wasn't a good fuck.. That would really hit my ego. Although, I didn't get the feeling that was it. He wanted me. I could see it in his eyes. Bou wanted me as badly as I wanted him. So, why was it so hard to get him to give it to me?
I made love to him for the first time in my life and now I was feeling like that was a mistake. The moment I started to let my guard down he started to act weird. Was this my first mate all over again?
Bou tried so hard to tell me and show me that he wasn't like that bastard, yet now.. Does he not
