I can't believe that I jumped right into f*****g my mate instead of asking what the hell had happened. Am I that much of a w***e? No, and Selma agreed with me. As much as I would like to say yes, that wasn't the case. I was worried about Bou's injuries and my sole focus was to heal him. It's not my fault he's a s*x demon and healing him involved getting the most pleassure I've ever received.
For the first time I was agreeing with Bou about my first mate. He had to have been a false mate. I don't know how or why, but I do know I never felt the things for him I do for Bou. It only took a few days to completely fall for Bou. No matter how scared I am I could no longer deny how badly I want him. Not now that I've had him.
Still, I wish I would have gotten a bit more information before passin
