Enemies

Chapter 17

Leyla´s P.O.V

When Kaden left the bad, I woke up as well but I was not in a mood to get up. I heard him going for a shower and I was thinking should I join him or not, but I decided on the later. When he got out I expected him to wake me up, but he go dressed and left the room, panic took over me, did he really just leave, I opened my eyes and saw that his clothes were still there, maybe he is making breakfast? My doubts were confirmed by some muffling in the kitchen. Well if he was going to make a breakfast I will just lie here a little bit more. Soon I got bored of it so I went and took a shower, when I was done I just put some shorts and a shirt on me and went out. I made my way slowly to the kitchen and then I heard some voices coming from the front door. I went a little bit closer to hear better and it was Kaden and Aden. So I was right, they were talking to each other. What shouldn´t I know about? What are they two up to? Is Aden hiding something from me? What is Aden suppose to tell me? I didn´t want them to know that I heard everything because I know they wont tell me. I was shaking what are they keeping from me, I started backing up slowly and hit one of the shelves on the wall, I gasped at the sudden pain but covered my mouth with my hand and went to my room. I really hope they didn´t hear me. I paced around my room, I need to find out what were they talking about and fast. What if Aden is working with Kaden against me? Would Aden do that? Would he hurt me? A knock on my door brought me back. Soon Kaden´s head appeared thru the door.

“Hey, when did you get up?” so he is checking did I hear anything or not. I was nervous but, he can´t know it.

“Maybe ten minutes ago I did go and take a shower, why do you ask?”

“No reason, just wondering.” He gave me a smile okay he believes me.

“Well breakfast is ready.” I just nodded my head and followed him out of the room. When I got to the table everything looked so perfect that for a moment I forgot about everything. He pulled my chair for me to sit and I did, Kaden sat next to me and we dug in to the food. We didn´t talk much, the tension obvious around us. I finished fast and got up with my plate. I didn´t even think about last night, I did it again I mean we did it again. Why do I give up so easily to this guy. I was standing at the sink images from last night playing in my mind. Pair of hands were on my waist pulling me back, so I was resting on Kaden´s front. I found myself relaxing at his touch. We are suppose to leave tomorrow for the weekend, I don´t know how I feel about that.

“Are we going to talk about last night?” My whole body went still. I don´t want to because I even don´t know what to say to him about last night. I turned around in his hands, and looked at him.

“I don´t know what to say to you about it. Look it was…”

“Don´t f*****g say that it was mistake. Because when you make a mistake it is usually a one time thing, and we repeated that one mistake. Why do you keep getting out of this, we have s*x and then you are out, or you come to me and you say we are going to keep it professional. We both want this and you know it, so why are you fighting it?”

“I don´t know..” I know.

“You are lying. Tell me the really reason!”

“I don´t want to. So leave alone.” By this time I was out of his embrace and walking away from him.

“Tell me, I have a right to know!” we were in my room now, and I picked his thing and shoved it in his hands. I just need him to leave. My vision became blurry all of the sudden, so I turned from him.

“I´m not leaving until you tell me the reason!” He pulled my hand and turned me around so I was facing him. You can see clear anger on his face, but when he saw me his features softened. I needed to do something to hurt him, to get him away from me.

“You want to know the reason, here it is. I hate you that´s why, I hate myself for giving in to you so easily, I feel disgusted with myself after it. I don´t want it, but there is a part of me that want´s It and it scares me. I don´t know how to act on it.” I was furious with anger, he just stood there and watched me. I sat on the bed and looked in a spot that doesn´t exist, because I couldn´t look at him, he sat next to me.

“Fine, we will keep it professional, like the contract said we will follow the rules, no more physical contact with each other only for show. I mean it this time Leyla, I won´t come to you again for anything, I won´t let anything happen between us. You did this just bare that in mind, and when you realise some things, and open your eyes don´t come to me for comfort because I will just push you away. Then you will realise what you did.” He got up and started making his way to the door, I felt a tear make its way on my cheek. I turned my head from him. He stopped at the door.

“I will pick you up tomorrow at four.” And with that he left. When he closed the door I fell on my bad, and felt so much pain, like I was suffocating and tears weren´t helping, I felt broken for some reason. I felt like the last time I left him. I hated this I hated myself, because I couldn´t let myself love someone because of the fear I will be hurt again. I wanted to disappear, leave everything and start my life new. Maybe that won´t be such a bad idea. Knock was heard from my front door, and I knew who it was and I knew that all of my problems and questions could get solved by him. So I will make him talk.