Dear Santa Bring Me A Hot Alpha

Regina Woods Pov. A royal masquerade ball as if they couldn't wait to make a mockery of me. My palms were sweating as I relived the nightmares I ran away from after my divorce. In this realm owned by werewolves I was bullied so brutally, that I had to run away to the human realm and live like them. Live like a dead wolf. Being born with a weak wolf, I was a simple nobody. And a “nobody” is better off dead in my pack. I knew it was a mistake to come back, I thought I found true love last year. On Christmas Eve, a day I've come to despise, I thought I found the man I want to spend forever with. I was a fool, I was caught up in a moment's fantasy. I thought he would love me when he knew me. Selfish and greedy all at once that's what I was, when I turned to save him that night. He looked at me with a look I could never forget...like I was a monster that haunted his dreams. He didn't even listen to me. He simply packed his suitcases and left them and sent me divorce papers by the mail. A dry laugh left my lips as I stepped out of the bolt, my stomach churned with the urge to throw up. In this world I was an absolute loser, yet I had no choice but to come here and submit myself at the mercy of the alpha. Even the moon goddess didn't deem me worry enough to find my mate in this life. At twenty eight years old I had simply given up the search for my mate. The doors parted and I stepped into the ballroom, I immediately felt their hateful glares. "What is she doing here?" "Shameless woman!" "The audacity to be among us." Yes they may despise me...for being weak, for existing...for not being born male as the only heir to my family. As the only child of count Woods. An embarrassment to their legacy, that I definitely was. I looked up to see the king and queen who nodded acknowledging my arrival. I curtsied. Unless I wanted to lose my head of course. Their sons, my bullies were nowhere in sight thankfully, I wasn't ready to relieve the nightmare right now. Making my way through the crowd, I settled at the buffet table to have a nice snack. I was starving and I desperately needed it. Although I was absolutely horrible at drinking, I was going to need it if I was going to survive this ball, so I took three shots. I was well aware that my dress was outstanding, it was a cheap costume dress I got off some website. Well it was a Halloween masquerade ball, but when you are a noble born into royalty it's kinda offensive to wear such cheap fabric. Like an insult of some sort but I was not ready to sell my kidney for a dress just to please people, and no I would not be begging for a dress either I won't stain my pride. The cold feeling of wine soaking my dress made me freeze as I was graced by one of my arch nemesis. Victoria Ceaser although wearing a mask, even that couldn't hide her perfection, perfect in all ways, blonde, rich, sophisticated, Luna to be, kind to everyone? She was a snake. "Oh my goodness Regina? I didn't see you there." she said, handing me a handkerchief. I smiled knowing it was a trick, yet if I refused people would have been talking of how I ruined the night. So I reached for it and as I expected, she dropped it. "Oh dear my bad, I'm a bit clumsy today...mind helping me pick it up?" I didn't miss the giggles from her crew, I dulled compared to Regina, she was a goddess and I was a mere stain in her shining world. Where the world revolved around her like the sun, I was simply a black hole no one acknowledged. As I proceeded to pick up the handkerchief, someone got to it faster than I did. A smell as sweet as the breeze in spring wafted from him, he was huge, tall, his height first startled me before I was pinned by the sharpness of his dark gaze. "You dropped this, my lady?" he said. His voice was deeper than a thunder rumble in the distance. My fingers brushed his as he gave me the handkerchief and my breath hitched. Victoria looked annoyed as hell and stomped away like she knew who the man was. That satisfied my annoyance a bit. I couldn't even hide my smirk. "You don't like her." he chuckled so darkly I caught butterflies. "Oh no I wouldn't dare, she's the people's princess." I said rolling my eyes and he smirked "And your mine." he mumbled, my heart literally went into cardiac arrest. My neck nearly snapped off my shoulders as I looked at him "Sorry?" "It's a joke, relax." he mumbled. Of course why was I acting up over such a small thing. "Would you like to dance?" I swallowed trying to act cool as I took his hand, his golden hair gleamed in the chandelier lights, he must be a high class he-wolf because he was beyond stunning. He had my wolf howling so much, I'd never heard her so noisy. My nerves were going crazy as he placed his hand at the small of my waist and my bosom brushed against his chest. "Just follow my lead, little one." he whispered, my heart fluttering. Wasn't I just regretting being in love? I groaned, literally hating myself. As we moved the moon shone so bright my eyes couldn't look anywhere else but into his dark ones "My mate." He mumbled "I've denied it for so long I've never lost my mind. The fact you've never known." He said. The shots I had earlier were absolutely kicking in and I was drunk as hell. The werewolf immune system slows down the effect of toxins. Now it was making me want him, my mate an undeniable hunger I could not explain consumed me and I pulled him close to me. My arms wrapped around his neck, his scent drowning me "I've waited for so long." I whispered. I raised my leg as he bent me a bit a part of the dance his hand slid up my thigh and I bite my lip as he leaned in closer "F*ck me." I said without hesitation. Not that it was surprising, after the wedding night with my ex husband we barely had s*x, he was always working and I was always home. We never had time for each other, which explained one of the reasons I was so horny, also I had spent twenty-eight years without my mate. My body and wolf were craving him so bad that if he didn't gently lift me, bridal style and take me to the balcony I would have ripped his clothes in public. As we got to the balcony he locked the door behind us as if he expected this. His lips descended on mine with a hungry desire I felt to my toes. My whole body shook with the intensity of his kiss, his hands trailed the slope of my slender body and felt my hips, my mold, my belly, he cupped my breasts. His kiss on my neck drove me over the edge, his fingers tangled in my panties and tore them off with one solid pull. "F*ck me, please." I moaned as he took my n*****s in his mouth and sucked them till I saw double the stars in the night sky. Our masks were still on, I wouldn't dare to look in such dangerous eyes, that ravished me. To let this stranger's eyes haunt me for the rest of my life, even though he was my mate. I saw the engagement ring on my finger and I promised myself never to fall in love again. So I pushed him roughly, turned around, lifted my dress and bent over the balcony. "Do it now." He genuinely grinned white pearls with very sharp fangs, he didn't disagree. No he walked with confidence, caged my body between his two arms. Licked my neck before spreading my legs apart with hands, my body trembled as he grabbed my sensitive spot between his fingers and massaged me so softly my knees bucked. His body weight pressed heavily against mine and his fangs sank into my neck "God it's so good!" he growled as I dripped all over him. He placed his large palm that covered almost my entire face over my mouth, as he filled my with his thick length. I cried out so loud even the sleeping birds would wake up. My eyes twitching, rolling as he began to move in and out of me, his other hand tugging at my n****e. He spread my legs wider then raised it up, I felt him deep inside my core, as I convulsed the pleasure too much for me to comprehend. His kisses were so intimate, I couldn't tell if he was just a stranger pounding me or a loving mate making love to me. His lips captured mine as his hands grabbed both my breasts alternating between soft and rough while moving so fast I couldn't keep myself together. "Oh I'm gonna come!" I howled which turned into a scream, I felt his warm seed spill inside me as I threw up over the balcony and passed out from the intensity of it all. The sound of birds woke me up, not busy city streets which made me wake up in panic. I was alone in my family home bedroom, the absolute horror I thought as I quickly scrambled off the bed trying to remember what happened last night as I slipped into a dress. Holding my shoes, I tiptoed trying as much as possible not to get caught. As soon as I reached the door nearing my escape the familiar voice of my mother froze me "Halt!" Slowly, I turned around "Good morning, mother I..." The sound echoed across the hallway as she slapped me on the cheek.