Love is evil

Where should I begin my story? I think it's very simple. I have to introduce myself, and then everything else. So, my name is Avrina lanki, I'm 18 years old and I'm a complete orphan in life. You ask the question: how did I become an orphan? The answer is very simple: my parents were in a car accident and after that, I felt just disgusting. I want to start all over again. It was a year ago. ************ A year ago It's a day I'll never forget. It was Saturday and the whole family decided to go to the Mall to stock up and go on a picnic. I came home after school and found my parents not in decent shape. They were completely naked and they performed s****l intercourse right in the kitchen on the table. They didn't see me and didn't want to notice me, and I just stupidly headed to my room to get away from the shock. After half an hour my mother comes to me and asked me: "Are you ready?" I answered that question with ease for me: "Yes, I'm ready." "Then come down," my mother said. After mom left, I quickly dressed in knee-length denim shorts, a Panda Po t-shirt, and red sneakers. A minute later I was downstairs. My parents were standing by the door. "Now, let's get to the car." Now we are going to the Mall to buy food for a picnic. "What's the picnic about?" I asked. "About having news for you." With that answer, I got in the back of the car and my parents got in front. Before I knew it, a supercar slammed into us at full speed. It was a good thing that I had time to buckle up and I was protected by the airbag. I don't remember anything further as I was unconscious, but I would pull myself together and try to open my eyes and I could see the ambulance coming and me being put on the couch and everything else was a blur. So, I don't remember being taken to the hospital, and when I regained consciousness I was told that my parents had died on the spot. I then felt disgusting and lousy, and basically, nothing new I can not tell about myself.